My Life Story

Making The Fatal Move

2011-11-17T00:20:00.002+08:00

Now everything is clear to me and I was right to myself. Though I'm really heartbroken but at least I now know that I can start to put it aside and slowly forget about it..hopefully...

I have to admit to myself that I made the wrong move...that made my friends shake their heads after I told them. Well, I'll just take it as a lesson learnt. There are just many things in life that you can't have everything..I've kept some stuffs to myself and decided even if I were to say, it'll be pointless because everything had already been concluded.

The few days I had was quite terrible. I felt like a girl. Felt like as if I was a girl...I didn't know I actually fell that deep...and right now, I'm still recuperating from it. Hope this will not take long..
Ultimately, no matter what obstacles that I have to go through, I had to overcome it and I'm very sure the culprit to create all these obstacles was God but He did this to me for a reason. The reason to - grow.

I felt reborned..

2011-10-20T01:16:00.004+08:00

It was a rainy day today. Booked my IPPT but I wasn't expecting rain though. I kept hesitating about whether to take the test..I even called up Mindef to check that if I were to skip it, will I be charged as AWOL but the operator on the line told me that it was alright. So I decided not to take it. That was 2pm in the afternoon while it was still raining heavily.

It was 4pm, the rain had stopped and I think I'm kinda fickle-minded..I asked my brother if I should go for my ippt. He gave me that look and added that it's my choice, I have to be decisive about it..('that look' was the look down on me facial expression..he thinks that I'm not capable of doing well for the test)

So, in the end, I still decided to take my test all because my brother also mentioned that if I waited the whole day just for the test and because of the rain, I decided not to go, then wouldn't that mean I wasted the whole of my day? Well,this statement from him really made me just change out straightaway from my room and headed right out the door for the test.

I'm out! The bus was slow, my test starts at 5pm, it was 4.15pm. It'll take me like an hour to get to camp. I was really nervous throughout the whole journey. I prayed to God that He'll give me the strength to do well for the test. For the past 2 years in NS, I've been achieving Gold for my IPPTs. So I wasn't really confident of myself then because the last IPPT I took was more than a year ago and I didn't train hard for it. I really felt so much of just giving up when I was already making my way there.. I kept thinking I am already late and I really not very sure if I can do well for it. Worst off, when I got off from the train to make a transfer for the bus, it started raining again... That even demoralized me..cause the weather condition is already bad + never train + wet ground then like that how to achieve good results...

Anyway, I thought to myself, it's just a small obstacle. There are many other obstacles in life that we have to overcome. If such small obstacle,I'm afraid of facing it, how can I be successful?! With that, I focus myself that even if the test were to be cancelled, it shall not be my wasted time..the most I can still use the gym. However, to my surprise when I got there..the 2.4km run have not started as it was CAT 1(for safety precaution of risks from wet weather). I was surprised to see NSmen taking IPPT on the same day as me! I thought they would have like given up knowing that it was raining..

I registered myself and quickly did all the static stations as fast as I could.. But one fearful station was the standing broad jump which was my weakest or the most tricky due to the electronic system. I did chin-up first as I know it was the easiest..but in BMT, that was the killer..I couldn't even do 1! I was a zero-fighter. But now, I cleared that easily. The 2nd station I took was shuttle run..cause it's just run-only-mah..very hard to fail meh..yep..did that with ease..3rd station was the sit-ups..well,I totally didn't train for it, turns out I had some difficulty but still managed to struggle for the points. As for the final static station which was the SBJ, I hesitated damn long before taking..I even spoke to the PTI (Physical Training Instructor) about the number of attempts for it..cause I do know we're only given 2 tries..and in the case I didn't get the result I wanted, at least I can keep trying..thank God he assured me I'm allowed to make multiple attempts..haha..but in the end, it only take me the 2nd attempt to get a good score for it. With the help of the PTI as he guide me when I told him the score that I wished to achieve.

Next up- the 2.4km run. This is the most nerve-wrecking station..it's like you do well for all your static stations but if you don't do well for this, no matter how well you did for the static stations, it's pointless..to me la..for others,they have different perspectives about it. In the end, I didn't care as I know that would be my final obstacle. And I had to overcome it..

Indeed, it was exhausting but I didn't expect that I actually still have the time to think to myself to ACTUALLY RELAX MYSELF DURING THE FINAL LAP!! LOL! I could have gotten faster by a few seconds if I didn't have that thought but anyway, the timing was reasonable for me.

I guess you've already known the result..I also don't have to reveal..unless you just scroll down to this part without reading what's earlier on. Haha..Alright, just before I end this entry. Here's something which I should mend it down to keep myself reminded at all times..

"Obstacles will always be obstacles if we fear to face it. It is only when we overcome it can we know ourselves better. "

I don't know if anyone said this before but I think this quote described alot about me..I'm actually very capable and confident but I do not have the balls to do it. In life, there are many other things that I was hesitant and a loser who gives up even before trying. Therefore, this quote came to me today and I shall live by it. To be fearless of anything but courageous to face it like a man. That's the reason why I felt reborned today.

Memories

2011-10-17T22:27:00.025+08:00

Best Friends
Sending James off as he further his music studies in UK.

Watching the movie The Smurfs with FOC mates.

Performing 说了再见 first time in SIM

UOL Bash @ ZOUK!

PartyWorld with FOC mates

Freshmen Orientation Camp
Group Shot at Singapore Universal Studios!

Finally ORD le..

A final picture before leaving the camp with Isaac

It's been days! I couldn't come up with an idea for the short film competition that I just registered for. Before army, my friends and I could come up with many interesting ideas to do some shoots.. I even directed a horror short film before...but that was so long ago..

Anyway, I'm just here to update some pictures to make this blog more alive! Looks dead to me with just words though...haha..wonder if anybody reads!? LOL!

Army-Half Marathon 21km Competitive

2011-09-03T17:43:00.000+08:00

I didn't even think that I was gonna be selected, I used to be the last to finish, everyone in the team thought I was just doing it for the sake of doing..I felt demoralized in fact..but I kept training..and I trained hard for it..I ate healthily to even rejecting my friends' invitations to buffets and steamboats. I asked friends to join me for jogs at ECP but never cut short of the distances I've intended to run. Sometimes when they're unavailable, I still make the effort to jog on my own. Others even tell me that I was foolish to participate -should have stayed at home and not do anything about it. 2 months had passed, my trainer told me, "your timing has improved alot!" and a few said that I've slimmed. Those words to me have been my motivation to do better. Tmr's the big day - Army Half-Marathon 21km Competitive. I only trained so hard not because of the distance but to be able to tell everyone after the race - "I did it!"

I have this feeling..

2011-09-03T17:40:00.002+08:00

Well, just nothing much to do so decided to blog awhile..I've entered SIM University of London. I've been their Freshmen Orientation Day, Freshmen Orientation Camp and Freshman Bash! Haha..I'm really a freshmen right now.. Got to know many new friends after all these fun activities. Hmm...anyway..I'm not sure if I'm having a crush right now...just have this feeling that's all..

Taking things in my own hands now

2011-07-25T23:46:00.002+08:00

Just wanna blog on here about my feelings. Well, it's about a month's time before I'm officially ORDed. I've gotten a placing in SIM but I have to make a huge payment at a deadline which is really quite impossible knowing that the bank takes very long in their processing of my bank loan.

Returned from Genting, had fun there and learnt much life-skills too. In this world, you run your story. Don't let others write your book. They can be part of your book but they can never be the author. What I've learnt was all about myself. Being considerate to others, putting others before self, sacrificing what was intended for myself just to make things work for everyone on the whole. However, I often ask myself, am I happy doing all these?

No.

Then why am I still doing so? Reason is because I am myself this way. And since I'm like this, why is it that I'm not happy? This is one question which I do not understand...and not know the answer..I even thought of changing to become different but that wouldn't be me.. In this 'ugly' world, filled with so many 'ugly' people, it's getting quite hard to live in. Maybe who ever's reading this feels that this is just one of the many obstacles in life that we have to go through but I just felt that I've been through enough. Don't worry, I'm not going to end my life..Come on..I'm always optimistic..and ending one's life is the most stubborn thing to do.

Ever come across individuals who are very self-centered? Very grumpy? Very competitive? Very sly? Very sneaky? Very inhumane? If you have not, do not be afraid of them cause all you have to do is just watch them like you're in an exhibition. Best of all, visualize them as if they're in their enclosure and you're watching them behind a glass window. And just pity them. They may get all the things that they want but they never knew that they're alone. I used to give 'ugly' people chances which I should have not given because they seriously don't deserve it. It is indeed true that a leopard never ever changes its spots. You wouldn't wanna get bitten again.

Now that I know these characteristics of these 'ugly' people, I just have to beware when I see one. And instead of letting them have a bite off me, I will tame them like dogs and when they disobey their owners. They shall see how unforgivable I can be..

And to God, I do not know I should say sorry or to thank You. Sorry would be I might change to become different than who I am slightly and thankful would be that You changed me to become better or worst. I believe in You and hoped You could guide me.

It was my 22nd birthday..

2011-04-12T00:44:00.003+08:00

It's my 22nd birthday. I thank those who wished me "Happy Birthday"s. Just basically on Facebook I had many frens who wished me. I was in camp today despite that I could have taken birthday off on my birthday but I had an important interview,therefore, I had to be in camp. So took it the next day off.

The interview was about the "NSF of the Year" award which I was nominated. In the interviewing room, there were many superiors of high ranks, about 7-8 of them seated across my table. And there were 10 nominees.I do hope they know it was my birthday based on the records that they can find..but I wasn't that type of person who would tell them that. Well, anyway, I was thrown with many questions about why I should be in the interview and not my friends etc..those were just normal questions that I could answer swiftly.

It came to the fifth question which struck me emotionally. I almost teared but held it back. One of the commanders asked about how would I convince my fellow comrades of those who are not motivated to serve the nation and how can I influence them to commit? I replied, " People came from many different backgrounds." I was then stopped by this commander before I could continue and he rebutted," now it's not about people's background or ...." and I didn't really bothered to hear what he wants to say as I'm the one who is speaking and I have to complete my statement. I continued, " My father...*paused...." then I was extremely overwhelmed by an emotion which I couldn't much describe..he's ..the..sole..bre-adwin-ner... of the... fa-mily...." and "I ha-ve two sib-lings...."after a long pause whereby I was controlling myself not to tear but my eyes were already very watery...and added on saying, "and of course...my mum..". And ended off saying, "this is the reason why I have to defend and protect them." There was a moment of silence in the room after I said that before another commander asked another question. And I took the chance to relieve myself but I believe everyone in the room felt my emotions. After the interview, I walked out of the room, tearing away..towards the toliet and wash my face. I saw my reddish eyes and there was an officer who came out of the cubicle and saw me. It was embarrassing but I made a quick exit after washing up. However when I was back in my bunk to change out my uniform, I teared again.. The emotion was unbearable..everytime when I thought about my father especially and following, my mum, I'll get extremely emotional and will naturally tear.. I do love them alot.

Though today the greatest achievement I had was to be nominated for the interview on my birthday, I wasn't really happy. Friends who wished me happy birthday...I appreciated it..I thank every single one..but they wished me happy, in the end, I wasn't. Maybe because I still feel that I'm lonely? Maybe I was exhausted..? I dunno..but I still feel that why I wasn't happy is because the people that I thought most of the time in my mind, didn't wish me happy birthday. The friends whom I cherished, cared, thought and loved most, forgotten my birthday. Well, I made an excuse for them thinking that they might be busy..Well, be honest, on your birthday, you would definitely want to see at least a message from the one that you cared most to be texted to you or call u right? Nevermind, I'll just live with that excuse I made for them.

Anyway, it's just a birthday.

Stressed

2011-02-11T17:36:00.002+08:00

The past 2 weeks have been very stressful for me.. Not because I have to do visiting on Chinese New Year but my commitments which are very time consuming. The only time for me to have a good rest was to be in camp..surprisingly eh? Like usually people would say that there's more freedom when you're out of camp. For me, well, it's the other way round but hopefully it'll end soon..

Okay, I don't really wanna share too much but I took part in a mediacorp audition and I got through. I felt the audition was pretty bad that I didn't even thought that me and Alicia actually made it through. The competition is called Power Duet, a mandarin programme that is about to be released soon. It's a singing competition, not a solo type of singing competition but duet singing in harmony. How the stress came about? *I couldn't harmonise! I couldn't even catch the note correctly and everytime during practice, I screwed it up..* Haiz..it's a nightmare for singers man.. I kinda felt so lousy about myself..I realised it ain't easy to be a singer. =(

Next Tuesday is the competition le.. Hopefully by then, I can perform well on that night.... God..please help!

2011- Resolutions for this year..

2011-01-01T15:02:00.002+08:00

Things I did in 2010 that craved deep impressions and achievements:

- 'Best PT' in 24 Singapore Artillery of 12th FATA Trade Course (Feb)
- IPPT GOLD YEAR 1 (March)
- Made a confession (March)
- Marksmanship Year 1 (March)
- Passed SOC (March)
- Celebrated my 21st Birthday with all my friends (April)
- Won 2nd Place for Imitating Jay Chou Competition (July)
- Attended my idol's (Jay Chou) Concert (July)
- Struck a $240 4D number (August)
- IPPT GOLD Year 2 (September)
- Took up keyboard lessons (October)
- Marksmanship Year 2 (December)

Year 2011 Resolutions

1) To achieve weight of only 65kg and protruding abs
2) To know how to play the piano piece - 说了再见
3) New 1TB Hardisk
4) Start up a small business
5) Organise a chalet/hotel for festivals/celebrations perhaps for 2012
6) At least 1k in bank account for expenditure
7) Learn to speak up for myself
8) Do a short film
9) Get a Samsung Galaxy Tab or better
10) Feast on ORD!
*11) A girlfriend?

Super long nv blog le..-my fren told me

2010-05-30T00:39:00.002+08:00

Alright, it's really been super long since I last blogged. Well, after BMT, I've been posted to the Arty as Man. The first 2 months of training was hell. Though after BMT we're already considered Private rank but being a trainee, it's worst than being a recruit. We weren't allowed to use the vending machine to buy drinks and when we have tough exercises or trainings, we aren't given the priviledge to use the washing machines to wash our wet,stinky and dirty clothes. We have to wash them at home. And the 2 months had already past by long ago. Now that I'm officially a Lance- Corporal and getting Gold for my IPPT, passed my SOC and achieved Marksmanship for my ATP, still I have to maintain it. But looks like after the 2 months of training, I'm losing my fitness already. Had been eating quite alot compared to the ratio of the time taken to exercise.

And glad that after the trainings, I've met really cool and trustworthy friends. Been hanging out together for nights out and been playing soccer for like numerous times.Oh ya..and the cool thing is that, often once a month, we get to go for battery outings and they're pretty enjoyable going out together for some games and fun activities. Very unlike going out to play. Sometimes, we get to learn things that I've never learn before. Like going for prawning..and an Indian game at the sentosa beach.

Well,last but not least,I've celebrated my 21st birthday at Downtown East Chalet with all my frens who came. And there has been a series of birthday celebrations coming up. Many to attend..and some that I've missed..So sorry..but will find some time to make it up.Till then!

Completion of BMT - POP!

2009-12-16T13:16:00.004+08:00

Yea! It has been a long 3 months training at Tekong Island. The sun is blazing hot compared to our mainland Singapore. And I was often known to be perspiring at my max due to myself having too many sweat glands. But anyway, finally! BMT is over and no more 'chao recruits' le! Haha!

The Past 3 Weeks in Army

2009-10-04T01:00:00.003+08:00

I have adapted the life in army. It was pretty easy as the things that we do are repetitive. However, in Viper Company, training is really tough. Their motto is The Best Form Of Welfare Is Tough Training. LOL! Think I will die sia..But my section mates have been very strong compared to the other sections in the platoon. The rate of the number of people falling sick for the past 3 weeks have increased and we can visually see a new platoon forming up. They call it the "Longbangs Platoon" Haha..

This morning was a very special book out day that I'll probably remember for the rest of my life. Before I begin, it was on Friday that we could have booked out but it was meant for those who passed their IPPT can then book out on Friday. Most of us failed, so we had to stay for another night. Usually the commander would give us the timetable for the next day, they call it RO. So on that Friday night, just before we can bathe and sleep, we gathered at the parade square for the briefing.

The briefing goes on mentioning the same routine in army life to wake up early in the morning to do 5BX exercises, have our breakfast and later fall in for first parade. Everyone was expecting that after having breakfast, we would be able to booked out right after. However, the commander added that we were to fall in in PT Kit at our First Parade and afterwards would be a 3KM RUN! Everyone upon hearing that,heart sunken deeply, regretted of not passing our IPPT and wished that time could just rewind back to make us put in the effort.

So the next day begin, and our hearts were filled with disappointment of not being able to leave the campbase early. We did our area cleaning and fall in First Parade in our PT Kit, mentally prepared to run the 3KM run. Before every activity, it is a must to do warm up exercises. For the warm-up exercise, it is always a set of 10 exercises ;jumping jacks, high-jumper,squat bender etc. So we did the first one which was jumping jacks and the second one, the high jumper.

Suddenly, out of the blue, we were told to do another exercise which was not the usual 3rd 4th or 5th exercise, they suddenly asked us to do Prone-Roll, basically to lie flat on the ground having palms and head off the ground and hold it there. Then one voice echoed out in the air, "The time now is 0730!", we as recruits when hearing times given by commanders, we had to echo back. And so we did but we did not know why the sergeant mentioned that. The next thing that happened brought joy in our hearts and all stress-free. "By 0750, everyone is to be ready for inspection, now, get out of the parade square!MOVE!" announced the sergeant.

Flocks of "dogs" running speedily in all directions, joyful smiles and laughters were seen among the faces of the recruits, even me,ran as fast as I could to grab my bag and back to my bunk for inspection. The sergeants and commanders smiled as they were infected by us too. My mind had a snapshot of the scene, it was chaotic but it was nothing nasty at all. It was the most joyous occasion I ever seen before. Those who passed their IPPT and booked out on Friday did not get to see this. We did.

All simply was about, being able to book out early.

BMT: Viper Company First Book Out Day!

2009-09-20T17:41:00.002+08:00

YES!! Finally got to book out from army. Alright, lots of things to share about army man. Been in there for the past 9 days. Thanks to Hari Raya, if not it'll be for 14 days which is 2 weeks.

On the first day, my parents, my brother and I headed to Pasir Ris Bus Interchange early in the morning. When I got there, my best friends, Wee Ping and Bing Xiang were already there bidding a last farewell before taking up the bus to army. The moment, we got there, we were told to pass our ICs and collected quite a number of things. After that we had a short briefing before entering an Auditorium. It was about to say a pledge, a soldiers' pledge. Next we got to see a video clip of the past army days. That really made my heart sank, cause though I was born in 1989 and did not know what exactly Singapore was in the past, now that she has come to today, we really came a long long way till today. After that, we got to have our last lunch with our parents before parting away from our love ones.

Firstly, the change of the pink ICs to the green ICs(army ICs). Next was to collect huge number of things like bags, clothes, uniforms, boots, almost everything are provided. Next, we were to check to make sure we have our item list all checked and sizes correct. Well, that took us quite some time before we get to our bunks. There in our bunks, were double decker beds, we were already changed to our army shirts and pants. Later, we were told about our buddies. My new met buddy his name is Kevin. I should say on the first day when we got to know of each other, we did not talk very much but was getting along quite well. After some admin stuffs, we went for our dinner. And the most unescapable thing comes right after that, the haircut.

Man, all my hair fell onto the floor for the first time whereby I do not even have to tell the barber how my hair I want it to be. LOL! However, I must say, after the haircut, it was really very cooling. Still, the weather is really super hot.

Then for the past few days later till the day I booked out yesterday, we did many exercises, really tough exercises, we did learn some skills to protect ourselves. Haha..but these few days I've been enjoying and also at the same time feeling that under Viper Company, it's very tough and strict. But I will pull through, always telling that in my mind. Lastly, OH MY GOD! I failed my IPPT! I can't believe I couldn't even pass my Standing Broad Up and Sit Up and not talk about Pull-Ups! But I managed to pass my 2.4km, at first fail,timing was 12.24mins. but during the actual, I came in 11.40mins. So there's improvement. Sadly, I really missed my 9.07mins timing for my 2.4km in Secondary school. Will I hit that timing ever again?

THE ANGRIEST POST I'VE EVER MADE! I'LL REMEMBER THIS!

2009-08-26T01:04:00.003+08:00

First to begin with, the finale of Xia Dao Xiao. Heard that the rating for the movie was low however, Singaporeans won't really go for the rating. The reason is that, rating is just a panel of judges who give it. Still a movie for every individual is different. Well,finally, Where Got Ghost has finally come to an end for me as a production crew member. It was really fun and enriching for me to be part of the team for the first time. Learnt quite alot and got to really meet the artistes for the very first time.

So, 4th of August, was the Gala Premiere of the movie which resulted a very positive response from the viewers who were invited that day. I did enjoy myself very much in seeing the final product having the Computer Graphics all in and plus the gathering with the production members once again.

Secondly was Davian and I was part of this Heaven and Earth Green Tea Drink Advertisement. Felt disappointed about it that both of us were edited away. Anyway,it was for 20 secs. The money was good but just a pity that we're not in shot.Will upload the photos on my facebook.

Haha..talking about Facebook, been doing lots of editing on the videos my friends and I took during kbox, outings to KL etc. and uploading them onto my facebook.

Also, right after working under Jack Neo's production, I landed myself working under ION Orchard. I am really proud to have worked in ION, as I experienced the mall even before it actually open. I pretty like the job very much. I was doing customer service. I was having really lots of fun with the colleagues I had. However, problem arises the moment the mall is opened to the public. I believe God has always been showing me the ugliness of us as human beings. I would say that I am indeed a sinner to be saying that those customers that pissed me off, shouldn't be living on this planet..I seriously wish that they could just f* off or even burnt to death..I really dunno why there are such people around. Ok, guess you would want to know what exactly happen that made me so pissed off.

Basically, it was meant to be a joyous occasion for the opening of ION Orchard. ION Orchard started organising a lucky draw plus some free gifts(1 out of the 3 to choose) which include (EXCLUSITE EZ-LINK CARD worth of $10), (A free Waiving off of taxi booking fee) and (first 2 hours of free car-park coupons-for the first 50 shoppers daily).

At that time, everyone who spend $80 and above get a chance to take part in the lucky draw and to redeem some free gifts. Just to quickly mention on the particular customer whom I met, who really pissed me off totally. The ez-link card was fully redeemed long after he approached me. He was at first,just an ordinary customer...I was just doing my duty by providing him information about the promotion that the mall is having.Upon hearing that the ez-link card has been fully redeemed, he was suddenly kick a super big fuss out of it. Saying that why wasn't it published in the newspaper, how come I didn't know it earlier until now..what's wrong with your management?shouldn't the public be informed of a promotion?! He was beside his son at my counter.

The fact is..the advertisement was published, secondly, in every stores, there is a piece of card that is place infront of every cash counters to tell customers about the promotion. Lastly, WHY CAN'T HE BLOODY ASK IF THERE IS A PROMOTION GOING ON BEFORE HE SHOPS?IT WAS A BLOODY 2-3pm THAT HE CAME TO MY COUNTER AND GAVE ME SUCH A BLOODY ATTITUDE.THE MALL HAS BEEN OPENED SINCE 10am, WHY DOES HE TAKE SUCH A LONG TIME TO SPEND A BLOODY $80 TO TAKE PART IN THE PROMOTION?!I seriously hate this kind of people who thinks that the world has to go according to him. There has been customers who spent thousands over and didn't even bothered much about the ez-link card when was informed that it has been fully redeemed despite that they also want it just as much as THE BLOODY BASTARD.AND THIS BLOODY PHYSCO FREAKO JUST SPEND ALMOST TO AN EXACT OF JUST $80. DAMN IT! I REVEALED MY ANGER TOWARDS HIM,I DID NOT EXCLAIM INFRONT OF HIM BUT I ALMOST BLEW IT UP. HE ACTUALLY SAW MY FACIAL EXPRESSION TOWARDS HIM AND HE ASKED,"YOU FEELING VERY UNHAPPY RIGHT NOW IS IT?!"

GOSH! HE COULD ACTUALLY TELL ME THAT STRAIGHT AT MY FACE.MY RECORD HAS BEEN SUPER CLEAR.BECAUSE OF THAT STATEMENT HE MADE, IT'S MOST LIKELY THAT I COULD GET MYSELF ENDED UP IN A POLICE STATION BUT TOGETHER WITH HIM,BUT FOR HIS CASE,IT WOULD HAVE BEEN A HOSPITAL INSTEAD.I WAS REALLY FIRED UP! THEN I JUST DO NOT KNOW WHY SUDDENLY I REACTED CALMLY, A SUDDEN TWIST TO MY BEHAVIOUR. I ALMOST WANTED TO RAISE MY VOICE OR EVEN START ON A FIGHT WITH HIM!THANK GOD,THANK GOD,HE WAS THE ONE WHO HAS BEEN MAKING PEACE IN MY HEART. I TOOK THE MATTER LIGHTLY,CHANGED MY ATTITUDE TOWARDS HIM RIGHT AWAY AND JUST APOLOGISE TO HIM(WHICH I DIDN'T FEEL THAT I SHOULD DO IT AT ALL) AND HE STILL HAVE THE CHEEK TO SHOW HIS BLACK FACE AT ME.

I SERIOUSLY DO NOT WISH TO SERVE HIM AT ALL. (And to you readers, you may think that I'm creating such an anti-climax story for you..but let me tell you, how would you actually resolve the matter if you were in my shoes?)What I feel up to today is that, I did what was right..despite how much humilation was on me. And the show wasn't just between he and I. Customers beside him queuing up were just cowards who can't back me up. They themselves also did not hear about the promotions, so even if the ez-link cards have been fully-redeemed, what can you do as a customer? What can you do? YOU BASICALLY CAN'T DO ANYTHING!SO WHY DO SOMETHING THAT'S OUT OF NOTHING?!

The story does not end here..Let me continue..The redemption does not just end there. Redemption was just the gifts, there is still a lucky draw. In this lucky draw, customers can actually choose which countries they wish to go to even before the draw - Paris, New York or Tokoyo. Guess what? The BASTERD was still with his black face towards me while I was acting angelic in front of him. I spoke to him calmly and asked him gently which countries he would like to visit to..

WAH! Let me tell you, the moment I asked that, he already has in his mind where he wanna head to. He told me straight away to New York. I dunno if you as a reader reading this can actually picture how his facial expression was like. But what I could see and tell from his face was just simply "NIAO FACE!" A STINGY BASTERD. The moment ask him which flight he wants to go, tell me right away..I seriously wish that he gets killed..serious..I am really serious about this..so what if u have money, if u dun have the righteousness or diginity being a human or even consider himself to be a man, I dun even think he should have a wife..the wife must be damn poor thing cause if they were to make love, I'll doubt she'll ever find his ****.The son must be the wife's another affair one.

I know my character should not be like this.. I'm really sorry..but just for this once, let me just vent my anger in here..I'm really not like this..and I really feel bad about saying all these..just that in my entire life..it was this incident that really cannot make me forget about but to remember this for the rest of my life!

Linkin Park - New Divide

2009-07-27T02:12:00.005+08:00

New Divide

I remembered black skies, the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash as time began to blur
Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide

There was nothing in sight but memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in between where we were standing
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes across this new divide

In every loss, in every lie, in every truth that you'd deny
And each regret and each goodbye was a mistake too great to hide
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide
Across this new divide, across this new divide

红豆 by 方大同

2009-07-23T00:44:00.001+08:00

还没好好地感受
雪花绽放的气候
我们一起颤抖
会更明白什么是温柔

还没跟你牵着手
走过荒芜的沙丘
可能从此以后
学会珍惜天长和地久

有时候有时候
我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透
也许你会陪我看细水长流

还没为你把红豆
熬成缠绵的伤口
然后一起分享
会更明白相思的哀愁
还没好好地感受
醒著亲吻的温柔
可能在我左右
你才追求孤独的自由

有时候有时候
我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透
也许你会陪我看细水长流

有时候有时候
我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透
也许你会陪我看细水长流

2 short films that I did! For National Day Short Film Competition

2009-07-04T14:51:00.017+08:00

Our Pledge

This short film is considered to be my ever first production based on just using more of visual than on having dialouges in the script to tell the audience what I feel about our National Pledge. Although we may not have notice what our daily routines are like but we have always been living life along with the pledge. Probably because this is the society that we're living here in Singapore.

One People One Nation One Singapore
The Esplanade

I would be surprised if you did not smile at all in this short. However, I really hope I did make you at least giggle. Though this short may be directed by me but the idea of making a "kuso" version production came from Davian. I had been serious all the time. And when he suggested this, I was thinking..hmm..why not? Since I'm able to submit 2 entries. So here it is..An informal short film. Also, a first time doing "kuso".

Let me first elaborate on the first story. The main part of this entire short, is to bring in the first part of the National Pledge "We The Citizens of Singapore, Pledge Ourselves As One United People, Regardless of Race, Language or Religion..." By setting up a mahjong scene, I feel that it would give a sense of togetherness feeling.Although there is a player short, Jing Xiong playing as the owner of the house, managed to get his friend Rajan to come over to his place to play. "Race" comes into place in this scene and to make this "kuso",noticed that the background music(the Indi melody), produced by James Lye, prefectly hit the right spot the moment Rajan came into the picture. And then it ends off by the 4 of them playing mahjong together. Haha..One more thing, not sure if you've noticed. I designed the short in such a way that Kai Wen, Wei Khim and Jing Xiong are speaking in English rather than in mandarin despite they are Chinese. Whereas when Jing Xiong spoke to Rajan on the phone, it was in mandarin. Haha..This is where "language" comes into the picture.

The Esplanade is a skit of 2 architects who just received a new project to build an Arts centre. But they couldn't come up with a design that would bring a common 'thing' or a 'feature' of Singaporeans. You should have watched it with the mindset that Esplanade has not been built. This short was just an assumption of mine of how the design of Esplanade actually came up-an accidental incident which is the fliping over of the durian shell. Haha..Ya...and fitting to the later part of the pledge "To Build A Democractic Society, Based on Justice and Equality, So As to Achieve Happiness Prosperity. And Progress for Our Nation", building Esplanade with a common Singaporeans' feature(which is the durian,as Singaporeans love durians..but not me..) and eventually you see the real Esplanade which means "progress".
There will be votings for the shorts. I will update the links to you again.So do visit my blog.

Special thanks to those who casted in both the shorts.Here are the credits again.

Cast: Davian Teo, Felicia Chua, Jing Xiong, Kai Wen, Wei Khim, Rajan and Eric. Edited by: Ryan Teo
Music by: James Lye (for both shorts).

Those who would be interested to be part of my production as actors/actresses, do drop me a message or leave your contacts under comments. Appreciated.

"There is no small roles. Only small actors."

吓到笑！

2009-07-04T04:28:00.004+08:00

Check out this handphone trailer man..! The movie is coming up on August 13th. Can't wait to see the final product.

Anyway, this scene was shot past 3am in the morning till 6am. We started work since the day before. Everyone were like so sleepy and tired..Production..not that easy afterall.

The production is finally over! (Apologies for this late entry..)

2009-06-08T10:55:00.010+08:00

How's everyone man? I was helping out under Jack Neo's upcoming movie for the past 1 month, the whole thing ended on 30th May. (So I'm like quite late writing in this entry as it's already 8th of May..LOL)Well..the latest info is that the movie will be out in August which is around our chinese-calendar's ghost festival.

The whole experience was very new to me. Firstly, I was offered to be a production assistant. Well, it sounds nice lah...but actually is to be the "maid" of the actors/actresses. It's like have to provide drinks for them, shelter them with umbrellas while we get ourselves suntanned and even fanning them when they're perspiring.. Well, honestly speaking, I feel that being a production assistant is kind of the lowest ranking of the film industry but it is an important role on the other hand. Reason is that, without production assistants, who is there to provide you with things. Anything you want, you could simply ask from production side. They have it all. And though it may be tiring but if you were to step into the media industry, the very first job that you get is definitely starting off as a production assistant. Everyone in the industry will tell you this. However, I think not very true la..Cause if yu take part in acting schools and eventually become an actor, you don't have to go throught that.

Secondly, I get to meet new people who has many years of experience in the film industry. I got to meet a colleague in the team, his name is Alfred. He had spent 10 years of his life in doing lightings and lightings is not easy, you have to carry heavy equipment. As for my built, I don't think I could handle something that heavy. But lightings is also an important department for movie makings. It would affect the audience's vision of looking at the big screen. So movie makings is not easy, you have to consider many aspects in order to make a good movie. You got to have storyline, you have to have actors who know how to bring about the characters for the movie, you need to have people controlling the crowd...

Thirdly, as I've mentioned before in my previous entry. I was from the production department and later was arranged and asked to help out at the Art Department. Well, I feel that being in the Art Department, it was interesting at first. But along the way, there were somethings which I just simply couldn't meet up to expectation. Well..I was kinda sorry that whenever I wanna offer my help, instead of helping, I was like creating more problems. The moment when I started feeling that way, I told myself to stop whatever that I am doing. Cause I know that I was not on-form at all. Haha...You might be thinking how come need to be on form although we're not playing soccer..Well, to be frank, I think I was really not helping out much. And things start to get nasty to me..unfortunately..my team members in the Art Department, which I believe, started to have some negative thoughts about me.. I could feel myself very useless at that point of time. Serious, no joke. Well, there are some negative things that happened to me which I don't really want to write them in this entry. As I just do not wish to remember again. However, don't worry my friends, I'm ok..Eventually, around the last 2 weeks before the end of production, I dunno whether is it by chance or so that I happened to re-pack the whole Art Department Van of props such that I know where I can find things right away as I know where I placed them. So basically, for the past early weeks when I was not on form, I dunno the things that my members wants me to get, therefore, I couldn't help them much when they ask for it. Haha..I was quite happy about it after re=packing the Van on my own. Eventually,everything comes into place, the nastiness went away..I could see I'm part of the team again. Most of the time when I was asked to look for a particular item, I managed to know where the exact location of the item that they want. However, things that are not packed my me, I had to searched all over again lor..and that did not take up much of my time looking for it either.And finally, after the whole process, our relationship as a team was bonded again. Though it was kinda awkward as all of us are guys but I could feel that everything was back to "OK!" LOL...

Alright, here are some of the photos that I have with me during the shoot and after the shoot where we have a wrap-party, a dinner organised for the whole crew for the efforts put in.

4 Days of film production for NeoStudios - 吓到笑

2009-05-01T14:36:00.005+08:00

Yea! Finally a break from a 4 days straight of hardwork. Today's Labour Day probably that is why we're asked to take a break before we get back to work for the whole of this month. Anyway..just here to blog on the 4 days that I experienced.

On the 1st day, my duty is basically a Production Assistant. What a production assistant do is to get everything prepared before the shoot - things like drinks, umbrellas, towels etc.. Anything for the crew members when they need it. To simplify: To be the maids of everyone in the production LOL!Well, actually before the first day, I've already met colleagues like Noel, who has been in the industry for some time and is very experienced in this sector. Also, Dorithy, who also took part in the same compeition as me -The Director and Scriptwriter Search 2008. Yup, so on this first day, Noel was the one driving the 2 of us in his rented van to search for materials around Singapore. Half of the day was spent on purchasing materials and even carrying of tables into the van to the shooting scene location. I was later being posted to the Art Department. I came into the shooting scene whereby I see 3 guys half naked with tatoos all over their bodies putting all the furnitures together to create the scene for the atmosphere. They were shifting here and there, screwing things up, arranging the furnitures and most importantly they will visualise what exactly the scene will look like in their minds and try to make it realistic. I was at first afraid of being part of the team as it was considered tough jobs, like banglahs. However, at the end of the day which is somewhere 8pm in the evening. It was time to buy the props. Then I found out that, all 3 of them drive!! And they have their own cars! So better off than banglahs..LOL..Well, they are chinese btw. The head of the Art Department who is our Art Director, his name is Kenneth. Then followed by Willam and Jerry who are his assistants and of course the newly me in the team. =)

On the 2nd day, we were all gathered with the casts and crew for a prayer session. We were all told to arrive at the first shooting scene at 6.20am. (Which from last night that is less than 6 hours of sleep plus I couldn't sleep at all because I was afraid of waking up late). Jack Neo was there, so was the producer and the scriptwriter. Actors for the first time that I see them right in front of me were Liu Qian Yi, Wang Lei, Ah Nan, Hui Ge (Whom I congraduated him for getting the Star Award), Chen Jian Bing, Tony, Ya Mien(who is what everyone recognised as Lao Char Bo,she acting as ghost) and Directors Jack Neo and Boris. Also, I got to meet people who are in NeoStudios. Everything was the first time for me, so was this girl named Linda. I got to meet her and I was surprised when she said that she wasn't part of the competition that Dorithy and I took, rather, she got the job through someone in NeoStudios and she told me that she's the Production Assistant of Jack Neo. So good lah..can learn alot of things from him and can even get close to him. Alright, how Linda and I met was we were both told to ask all the cast and crew what they want to have for their lunch. She and I being the first timers in such a big movie production, we were really pai seh and shy to ask them especially the actors and the Directors. But in the end, it was pretty ok as Ah Nan was joking around with us. He's really a great comedian! He really can bring out the laughters in everyone of us. The actors some of them really very fussy..in the end, there were people advising us that it was impossible to satisfy everyone's need. Therefore, we just ask what they can't eat that's all.Really save alot of time lah..but for me, I just feel that it would be a very great service if everyone can have food of what they like.If one day I become a director or a boss in a company, I think my workers will feel very seng niang as their welfare is very well taken care of by me. Haha..

On the 3rd Day, finally, a shoot outdoor. The weather was super hot. The sun was the worst enemy of the day. Everyone was perspiring non-stop so was asking for more water etc. There was one scene whereby it was along the corridor and there was some dried dog shit on the ground which I believed was left behind by the dogs that were owned by the neighbours. And sad enough to say, someone has to clear it. And unfortunately, I just nice standing right in front of the Assistant Director and she asked me to clear it. Well...this kind of task, I believe no office ladies or any high ranking officials will do it. For me, for the sake of the production and for respecting the rank of the Assistant Director, I went to clear it. It is like a task whereby no one will notice who went to clear it but it is a task that only the ones who thinks of the bigger picture would do it.

Finally on the 4th day which was yesterday, all the scenes were taken outdoor. It was better than filming indoor. Which was so hot and stuffy. Anyway, this day was the funniest as one of the scenes that we took was in a restaurant. There were 4 dishes prepared for the actors. And Liu Qian Yi being the Main Character out of the 3 among Jian Bing Ge, Tony and himself, he ate alot!!I as the Art Department crew, had to make sure that whatever that he takes and eat, I had to top it up.Topping it up is nothing as food is prepared on standby but to put them in the exact same spot before it shoots is a headache. LOL! But it was fun at the end...when Jian Bing Ge and Tony do not get to eat. I believe when you guys watch the movie, it will be hilarious!

Alright..tmr's shooting gonna start again.Been having lacks of sleep but the whole journey so far is very enriching for me and exciting. Not sure when I will blog again..but till the next time then. =)

It's my 20th BirthdaY!

2009-04-12T01:37:00.010+08:00

Man....starting to have a 2 in the tens place..just make me feel like I've grown..........older. LOL!

Growing up is the process..eventually, youth will be gone, we start to get matured and begin to get busy with our purposes in life..Well, few days before my birthday, managed to catch up with most of my frens..and best of all..I went clubbing for the second time with my fren at Double 0! And got to meet really cool friends..I found out that I was too serious kinda guy who does not know how to really relax myself or DANCE at all..Man..I got to learn some dancing tactics for free from the new NS men that I know..I seriously enjoyed clubbing with them for the first time..had fun haha...Those interested in clubbing..let me know..! Haha...let's club together..

Well..some people might find that going clubbing is not something decent..But as you think about it..you're going with your friends and as long as you have your own principles and you abide by it, then it should be fine...but of course, dun go astray lah..I'm not sure if one day I'm gonna be classified as a clubber..but maybe ba...haha...however..it's time to learn some dancing!

Alright...clubbing at Double 0 was 2 nights before my birthday. The next day, I went for Lydia's play, a special event organised by her church,The New Church, in celebration/rememberance of Good Friday and of Jesus Christ at RELC International Hotel. I brought Eric along and seriously..The play was interesting, hilarious and story was good..Message from the play brings out to the many audience of different age group. Very original too. (Not forgetting the Indian music with the people dancing with it..made the whole atmosphere more lively and entertaining..) And for the third time that I meet Lydia..How I actually met her was I was on the train..and I approached her..Hey! Not desperate or what hor..But we were both on our way to SP. I did not know her at first but on the train I saw her "playing" or touching her hair throughout the whole journey to Dover like as if she juz had a new haircut...But anyway..got to know her when I approached her when we both got onto Dover. And now, things are getting better for us as friends I suppose.

Well..and on my birthday which is today...I received many wishes from many friends..And have quite a long chat with them. Though I did not really celebrate with my friends out..but I just felt that I got to catch up with most of them..which I think is more worthwhile than going out for a party or something. My family members..my dad came back from work early..same for my sis and my young brother coming home to celebrate my birthday with me...A simple celebration. We just called for KFC the family feast meal. We had quality time together too...Hardly get together as we always doing our own things which is -> work.

Haha...You could be thinking that having KFC with my family members is the final celebration that I had for the day. Haha..but not so...It so happen that someone who is so sweet came out for supper with me..Ee Xuan! I've not seen her for months! I still remember there was just this once that we met when we were at Bugis..she was on the escalator, I was on the escalator too..but we're taking the opposite directions. I was coming down and she was going up. And that was the only glimpse of seconds that we met...And just now, at the last hour of my birthday before it hits 12am, we met again at Bedok the most famous Bar Chor Mee hawker centre..and there, we had our supper and we chatted and catched up with things..She was beautiful and her eyes were still as sparkling as ever when the first time I saw her. I still remember she was very "dao" when I first approached her when she and I left from work in Tampines BHG, that was the first time I met her and it was at the predestrain crossing. But now, we're getting better as friends too..I really thank her for being out in the night despite that it's dangerous for a girl to be out...And we did have our supper and chat...In the end, I accompanied her home safely on a cab and it was also time for me to be back home. When will I get to meet her again..? Who knows..But God knows.. =)

Alright...finally I received the email.

2009-03-18T11:00:00.003+08:00

FW: Jack Neo's Movie Director & Scriptwriter Search‏
From:
Gloria Tio-Dunn (gloria@neostudios.com.sg)
You may not know this sender.Mark as safe Mark as junk
Sent:
18 March 2009 02: 39AM
To:
zkchang39820988@hotmail.com

Hi Zi Kang,

As spoken, below is the email. See you tomorrow.

Thank you!

Gloria

Gloria Tio-Dunn
Manager, Creative Development
Neo Studios Pte Ltd

(address) 113 Somerset Road *scape Youth Centre Level 1 Singapore 238165 (tel/fax) +65 67381349 www.NeoStudios.com.sg

From: Gloria Tio-Dunn [mailto:gloria@neostudios.com.sg] Sent: Wednesday, March 11, 2009 2:48 PMTo: 'info@neostudios.com.sg'Subject: Jack Neo's Movie Director & Scriptwriter Search Importance: High

Hi Filmmakers and Film Lovers,

As spoken, you have been shortlisted !

The meeting details are –

Date of Meeting : 19/3/2009 (Thursday)

Time of Meeting : 7pm

Venue : FLOW Dance Studio at Level 2
*scape Youth Centre (also known as National Youth Centre)
113 Somerset Road Singapore 238165

The Youth Centre is by Youth Park, diagonally across Cineleisure, next to Singapore Power Building.

Looking forward to meeting you.

Thank you.

Gloria

Gloria Tio-Dunn
Manager, Creative Development
Neo Studios Pte Ltd

First day training at Suntec City Subway.

2009-03-17T00:50:00.004+08:00

Ok, I definitely have to blog this down. This is something that I'll never forget and never want to forget in my life. It was the first day of my training at Subway with Zhi Hui together at Suntec City outlet. We reached the outlet in our uniforms but were asked to take a seat for like 20 mins before we begin the training. (20 mins just wasted like that) .

Firstly, it was the introduction of the staff members.. I could only remember the store manager and one of the staff by the name of Brynie (pronounced as Bryan..same pronunciation but different spelling) but anyway, right after that, we were told to really "work" the whole day sia..To me, it's not like a training...Ok, for my case, I'll mentioned later in here..I'll talk about Zhi Hui first, he was asked to be a dishwasher the WHOLE DAY! Man! How can sia?! If it's me, I'll really get exhuasted by it. Wat's more is that, he showed me his bubbled hands..man..It was really too much on the first day..He was thinking of quitting and going back to Friven. Well, he also did cleaning of the dining area and basically everything that is in the kitchen. But guess he got to slack too lah..but complains that he made was that there was this staff that commanded him to do this and that..Zhi Hui was kinda pissed off as on the first day, it is not possible to know so much at one go..

Whereas for me, I was stationed at the front counter. So basically, I had to listen to the customers' orders and make the sandwiches for them. Come on, it's not 1 or 2..it's like 30 in like an hour..I had to remember the type of bread there are, the numbers of vegetables that I have to place in the sandwiches, I had to toast them (and sometimes get burnt by the oven - burnt my fingers) and put the different sauces over them. Sounds easy..u try! So there were like so many different orders of how the customers want to customise their sandwiches, we'll just have to follow their orders..

Haha..Just to share with you if you've never been to a subway or know how to order a sandwich from there. All you have to do is, the moment u queue, u're at the Thru-Put counter. A Thru- Put counter means that u're actually queuing in a way that your sandwich is made from the 1st station to the last station. Station 1 --> Station 2 --> Station 3 --> cashier. So at the first counter, you'll definitely see a sticker pasted on the window pane of the station 1 listing you the 5 different types of bread - Wheat, HoneyOat, Italian, Hearty Italian, Presmegato Oregano(if the spelling is correct) but before that, you should have thought of what sandwich you would like to have-for example: Subway Melt, Subway Club etc. and the size of your sandwich - 6 inch or 1 foot.

Station 2 would be the station whereby the sandwich artist will place the meat slices based on what sandwich you want. Then, he will ask if you would like to have cheese on the top and toast with it. Once done, he will transfer the sandwich over to the third counter for your vegetables.

The vegetables comprises of lettuce, tomatoes, cucumber, pickles, capsicum, olives, spring onions and preserved green chilli. But you can choose which one you dislike. After that, would be the sauces for your toppings. The number of sauces goes like : Honey Mustard, Yellow Mustard, Redwine, Sweet Onions, Mayonise, Southwest, Chilli, Ketchup and so on.. Finally, your sandwich is done and to make payment at the counter.

I was surprised! But before that, I was disturbed.

2009-03-11T12:22:00.004+08:00

It was really early in the morning that I was still lying on the top of my double-decker bed - *nua-ing*. I slept very late last night as I was watching some funny videos on Youtube. So getting up early did not cross my mind. It was around 10am that I received a call from Subway Office that I had to be posted to another location instead of Lido. I answered the call in my semi-awake mood regarding on that matter, after that, I went back to bed again.

A few moments later, my handphone rang again. This time it was a phone call from Aalst Chocolate regarding about my resignation. I actually sent a text message to the sales representative in charge of me that I would like to quit from the job yesterday evening. Though I did not state the reason of why I want to quit but just like to share over here that - standing all day long having not much Sales in a departmental store promoting chocolates, is super boring..I really cannot take it. That was why I want to quit, another reason is because I've found a new job at Subway.

Ok, then she called to inform me that I have to tell them 3 days in advance before quitting. Then I was like still semi-awake and she had me to crack my brain juices out in the middle of an early morning while I'm still supposed to be lying on the bed. Why crack my brain juices out lei..? Cause the thing is, I'm always scheduled to work only on Sat and Sun, then she made a statement saying that 3 days in advance before quitting. Today's a Wednesday -that's 1, Thursday -that's 2, Friday -that's 3. Correct what! So should not have caused any problems..But she added that I'm only allowed to inform her that I could only quit 3 days in advance BEFORE resignation and not 3 days in advance AFTER resignation. I was like *diaoz*. I just simply wanna quit that's all..!So do you think that I hack care about resignation before and after?!LOL..Ok, in the end, me having such a nice character decided not to pursue the matter but just gave in to work for another 2 days of this week before I'm officially RESIGNED..LOL!Haha..

That was the 2nd call that woke me up. I climbed back to the top of my double-decker bed still feeling very lethargic and it took me some effort to climb back up. And I laid back to sleep again.

A THIRD CALL CAME IN MINUTES AFTER I GOT ONTO MY BED! I was like so pissed and fraustrated of not being able to sleep the 8 hours that I need..I rushed down from my bed, answered the call, expecting it was some chinese speaking person whom I could probably yell at. BUT!! Guess what?! Although it was a call from an office but the moment when I heard the news, I was so surprised and delighted! It was a call from NEOSTUDIOS! That's Jack Neo's Movie Production Company!!! The lady told me on the phone that I was shortlisted for a short film that I sent in to them in a movie director competition half a year ago! I totally forgotten the hopes of it until I received the call man!! I was informed to report to Youth Centre on the 19th to have a sharing with Director Jack Neo himself! It's awesome man! I couldn't believe it after such a long time..I jumped with joy in front of my mum, shared with her about the news after I put down the phone and also called my best friend Davian to share with him my joy too.

Wow..2 calls of disturbance and a last call of motivation just made me not want to go back to sleep..Haha..Overjoyed about it.. So let me await for the 19th of the surprising things to come..! =D

Slumdog Millionaire <-- A new start in the history of film making..The legend of it will remain in the hearts of many who watch.

2009-02-14T04:00:00.002+08:00

I was having this conversation on msn..I find that this is very true about my fren Davian and I. And this conversation is filled with so much emotions etc..like from something very dull to something very fast-forward kind of feeling..Haha..Juz read..and you'll know why. And the the theme of it all leads down to this movie called "Slumdog Millionaire". (I would suggest you watch it first or you can still choose to read what I've copied and paste of our conversation despite not watching the movie) After you've watched it, you'll never want to watch another movie that is not as good as this. Trust me...

Davian's nick on msn is Davian.
My msn nick is at first "(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - <-- It's AWESOME!! " but later changed to "Slumdog Millionaire <-- A new start in the history of film making..The legend of it will remains in the hearts of many who watch. " (juz to let you not get confused...lol

Davian says:
eh got what movie nice ah?

(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - <-- It's AWESOME!! says: Taken lor

(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - <-- It's AWESOME!! says: damn nice Davian says: that one i want go movie watch lei

(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - <-- It's AWESOME!! says: lol..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - <-- It's AWESOME!! says: then u wanna watch something not nice meh?

Davian says: others
Davian says: what other movies nice!!
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - <-- It's AWESOME!! says: underworld?
Davian says: oh ya!
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - <-- It's AWESOME!! says: but hor..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - <-- It's AWESOME!! says: I suggest u watch that in cinema
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - <-- It's AWESOME!! says: cause online,it's too dark to see
Davian says: ohh okok
Davian says: other movies?
Davian says: i want watch R21 one
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - <-- It's AWESOME!! says: erm..u're not old enough to watch that dude
Davian says: LOL
Davian says: online what
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - <-- It's AWESOME!! says: kaoz..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - <-- It's AWESOME!! says: R21 movies I seriously dunno got wat
Davian says: wah seh.. i didnt know got this website sia
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - <-- It's AWESOME!! says: I only watch movies with special effects (
Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - <-- It's AWESOME!! says: oh ya!!!
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - <-- It's AWESOME!! says: watch PUSH!!
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - <-- It's AWESOME!! says: it's a ok movie..
Davian says: what is that Davian says: ?
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - <-- It's AWESOME!! says: not worth watching in cinema..
Davian says: PUSH?
Davian says: cartoon?
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - <-- It's AWESOME!! says: but has good special effects but I find that it's not as good as matrix yet..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - <-- It's AWESOME!! says: nono..not cartoon
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - <-- It's AWESOME!! says: erm..something like matrix
Davian says: orh.. eh
Davian says: cannot enlarge the screen?
Davian says: like damn small la
Davian says: 480 only
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - <-- It's AWESOME!! says: erm..u go movie6.net instead..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - <-- It's AWESOME!! says: but I not very sure about the size..for me,as long as can watch,I dun mind
Davian says: so hows the movie
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - <-- It's AWESOME!! says: wah..must seriously thank you for recommending this movie..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - <-- It's AWESOME!! says: I'm still watching..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - <-- It's AWESOME!! says: it's really very good..every scenes depicts different aspects of life
Davian says: damn niceee
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - <-- It's AWESOME!! says: it's really an awesome story..
Davian says: yeaaaa
Davian says: change ur nick!
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - <-- It's AWESOME!! says: lol...
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: ok..done
Davian says: wooo
Davian says: LOL!
Davian says: damn nice la..
Davian says: somemore the kids damn cute also
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: starting quite sad..it was also very well directed..I see a special way of how the director directs the movie
Davian says: yes
Davian says: thats the thing iwanna say also
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: hey can I say something?
Davian says: ?
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: but juz wanna say out my feelings to u..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: dun get like say I'm scolding u or wat..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: nothing of such
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: juz wanna exclaim something..
Davian says: yes?
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: ok..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: the thing is..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: I'm now pausing at the final question..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: dun say anything to me yet
Davian says: ok
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: dun tell me what is going to happen next..
Davian says: ok
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: but I will tell u what will happen next
Davian says: ok what
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: I may be right,I may be wrong
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: but even if I say,
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: dun reply with an answer
Davian says: ok
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: as in,dun tell me what will happen after I said whether if I'm right..until I finished watching everything k?
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: remember this..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: ok?
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: remember not to tell me anything about it..juz hear will do..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: and see if I can really foresee myself in becoming a director in future..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: alright..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: here goes..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: ok..
Davian says: YES I KNOW
Davian says: come
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: he's taking the helpline of calling his fren
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: wait..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: then
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: he really call his fren who is under the gangster chief
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: his fren knows the answer..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: and tells him the correct answer..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: wait..dun say anything..
Davian says: ok
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: dun say anything yet..
Davian says: go watch
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: ok...then...
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: I have a feeling lah..
Davian says: can i say something?
Davian says: LOL
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: cannot!!!
Davian says: okok
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: dun say first..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: then I have this feeling that..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: his fren might not pick up the phone..as he could have been killed..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: this is one of the possibilities...
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: could be..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: ok...
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: then erm...
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: but I seriously hope that he calls his fren,his fren tells him the answer...and he wins the whole game...
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: erm.........
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: wah seh...nervous sia..
Davian says: LOL
Davian says: i watch in cinema
Davian says: better
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: I've never watched a movie until so nervous like that..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: nono
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: cinema not good..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: online good
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: u know why?
Davian says: cannot pause and think right
Davian says: LOL
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: CORRECT!
Davian says: ok go watch
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: lol
Davian says: quick
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: okok (Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: damn
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: diaoz..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: ok..wait..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: I continue
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: talk to u later
Davian says: k
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: wait wait
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: got new idea
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: erm.she picks up the phone and tells him the answer..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: but was later killed by the men...
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: in the end despite getting the money
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: he loses his love
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: later then u tell me the answer
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: ok
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: I go watch now..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: lol
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: so exciting!!!!
Davian says: LOL~
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: wait..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: I now pause again...
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: erm...
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: there is a possibility that the phone hang up before she says the answer..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: lol..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: ok I continue again..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: yes!!!
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: got it..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: lol
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: she did not say the answer eventually..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: alright..I continue again..
Davian says: GO WATCH
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: ok..watch finish liao..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: there's one thing the indians never change
Davian says: DANCE
Davian says: but at least they dance at the last part.. not during the whole movie
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: juz as they are about the kiss, the moment about to touch the lips, the music come then a whole lot of people come and dance together
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: ya
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: that's one thing this director has made special among other directors in India
Davian says: but im actually impress by the plot aat the back
Davian says: the last question Davian says: yea
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: oh ya....I still dunno how he actually know how to answer sia
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: u got any idea?
Davian says: he anyhow guess one
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: hmmm....
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: oh my god!!
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: I feel a sense of enlightenment
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: wah kaoz...
Davian says: lol.. cool right this movie
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: damn...
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: nono..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: the director and especially the writer...the writer...the writer is damn fucking good!!!!!!
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: I'm seriously enlightened sia...
Davian says: ya... i really like this plot
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: u know why there was a guess in the final question anot?
Davian says: totally no
Davian says: i think there is totally nothing behind that
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: and do u know why the writer purposely make the character not know the right answer even though he came across that book before?
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: there is..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: there is!!!
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: it's all along in the movie!!!!
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: it has been telling us all along in the movie!!!
Davian says: yaya
Davian says: correct correct
Davian says: i like the part when the host went to the toilet and wrote the answer 'B' on the mirror
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: and the final question of it did not tell us directly what the director wants to tell the audience...
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: there is a hidden message behind it u know?!
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: lol!!
Davian says: aiyah just damn good
Davian says: omg
Davian says: lol
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: fuck!! I can't believe I'm getting all these shit in my head sia..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: u know what?!
Davian says: what what
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: the whole story that the director wants to tells us about at the last part of it...seriously is an artistic way of movie directing!
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: from the beginning till the end
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: it summarises everything
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: to one main theme
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: which is called Destiny
Davian says: YEA
Davian says: destiny
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: oh my god!!1
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: I'm like so ..u know..the feeling..of like u dunno what exactly the director wants to tell u..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: but this thinking juz suddenly struck into my mind!
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: it's been talking about the Destinies of the 3 characters in the whole movie!
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: wow!!1
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: super awesome!!
Davian says: lol..
Davian says: BETTER THAN TAKEN RIGHT
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: YEAH!!!
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: oh my god..
Davian says: lol.. i love the movie la.. the moment i watch ytd
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: I can't believe that all these 19 years, I've been watching real shit..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: only until tonight..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: the moment when I clicked on the link I sent u hours ago..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: and started watching...
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: I juz feel like I've been borned again..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: *DIAOZ* right? when I say that..lol
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: oh my god..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: it's truely a masterpiece..
Davian says: LOL
Davian says: seriously.. the plot is really good
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: if anyone say that it's a masterpiece of shit, that person is really then the masterpiece of holy shit
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: yea
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: I dun wanna work tmr liao!!!!!!!!
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: no lah..joking...
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: man..dunno whether if I can sleep tonight anot..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: I'll juz keep thinking of it sia..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: I know what liao Mr Teo Wee Ping Davian
Davian says: WHAT
Davian says: start ur plot
Davian says: start ur directing skill
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: CORRECT!
Davian says: start everything
Davian says: and start filming
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: and we'll do it together and make it to Hollywood
Davian says: yea.. a good movie takes time to produce
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: I think I dun buy the xin fu wan shui dvdd le..I go buy Slumdog Millionaire liao..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: buai!...kidding...lol
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: I'll buy both
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: haha
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: anyway,u not sleeping yet ar?
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: erm..btw..I dun see how much u need me right now honestly..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: lol
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: cause u like afk and not replying me...lol
Davian says: LOL u know what im doing? (Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: dunno..but u writing love letter?
Davian says: LOl for what?
Davian says: i dont go for love now
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: diaoz..
Davian says: now career
Davian says: LOL
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: at this hour?!
Davian says: i watching yang zhong wei singing
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: diaoz..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: ok lah..but remember..always have ur own style, learn from their emotions but not their singing styles
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: u can also probably go to his blog...
Davian says: dam sad la
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: he wrote something about singing..but I dunno what's the blog link
Davian says: everytime hear him sing
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: diaoz...
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: now I know what u doing liao..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: u're emoing
Davian says: ok so.. whats ur plan for ur director route
Davian says: NO
Davian says: really
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: dun bluff
Davian says: im seriously trying to get motivation now
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: say until u hear his songs then become damn sad
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: lol..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: ok lah..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: kidding
Davian says: so whats ur plan now
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: sleep lorr
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: diaoz right?
Davian says: ...
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: haha
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: so how?based on my thinking of how the ending would be?
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: can be a director anot?
Davian says: oh just now i wanna say
Davian says: sometimes things can be more complex
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: lol...
Davian says: just now the first guess u made.. was too typical
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: ya..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: that's why I added another statement to it
Davian says: think out of the box.. dont be like jack neo
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: cause I know it wun be that easy
Davian says: local films too typical alr
Davian says: if u able to get a good plot.. confirm can make it
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: but hor...what I feel lah..it's that...the climax can even be brought higher..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: serious..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: his ending was good only at the final question part..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: that part was super climax for me, my hair all stand even my pubic hair
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: no lah..joke joke
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: haha
Davian says: but the plot is damn good because of one part.. which i think is damn good la.. that he join ' who wants to be a millionaire' because he wants latika to be able to find him
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: oh ya!I agree with u on that oto
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: too*
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: he not there for the money but to find her
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: yea..
Davian says: ya
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: that plot also good
Davian says: thats the damn good part too
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: aiya..me not interested in the lady lah...indian mah..but the part whereby he needs to make a call..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: then at that moment,I paused it..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: then wat came into my mind was that..he couldn't be calling the girl as he does not have her number (or should I say she lian handphone dou mei you LOL)
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: then I asked myself..who can he call..
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: wah seh...
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: then u flashback abit..
Davian says: yea yea yea
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and <-- It's AWESOME!! says: then remembered that his brother meet him at the rooftop
Davian says: yea
(Helpless expression YZW) HIGHLY RECOMMENDED MOVIE - and

Back to blogger! And the completion of my Diploma in Singapore Polytechnic

2009-02-13T01:54:00.005+08:00

Actually, I can't bear to leave Blogger. Although LiveJournal has many different features. But somehow I juz find that Blogger suits me more than anything else - not even Facebook (though many people are using it).

Well, anyway..looks like time for another change then. Exams are coming really close. Next week will start. And I'm very excited! Not excited about the exams but the end of my years in POLY! Woh-HoH!(But hope won't repeat any modules lah..really pray hard for that).

Ok, before the end of everything...I would like to actually write down some of my feelings during these 3 years in poly. There has been ups and downs, without them, I would not have pull through till today preparing for the last final round of Diploma in Computer and Network Technology examinations. They are my poly classmates:

Zhi Hui (best friend who "cracks" my poly days with bursting laughters and computer geek)
Jia Wei (always there for me when I needed help in academics and man-on-man chat)
Felicia (naive girl but a 心地善良 friend)
Edwin (a caring friend who is matured in his thinkings)
Jun Rong (an unselfish friend who is extremely good in all sorts of computer games)
Genieve (a great listener whom you share your ideas to even though it may not work)
Maha (hardworking girl but introvert personality)
Jia Hui (不怕丢脸的一个男子汉- That's why we call him Lao Da..lol and is good in music)
Aaron (a dare-devil who has a strong character)
Glen (knowledgable person who gets the latest facts on earth and determined personality)
Gibson (strong body built, an introvert in crowd but very logical)
Boon Hua (an enjoyable story-teller who shares his lifestories of his army days)
Zhi Cheng (serious and determine personality)
Ser Sing (very straight-forward person with strong character)
Timothy ( lazy *no offence* However, have great passion/addict in computer games)

Also, I've met polymates..over the years..like Hui Shan, Katty, Yi Jie and Shen Jun..who are also in the same course.

Well, everything that has a beginning has an end.., poly days would be over soon. Many of us will take our different paths..probably paths to our success. It would be repeating of history just like in primary and secondary schools..

As for the guys, most of us will go NS, the girls, the University or to the working society but no matter how the future will turn out to be, everyone has already become each other's part of their lives which cannot be like photos being placed into a photo album............... BUT as memories in our hearts!

Working in Changi Airport and my film

2008-09-09T12:23:00.003+08:00

Not many people get the chance to be working at Changi Airport..I mean working INSIDE the airport..LOL! Well, Zhi Hui and Edwin introduced to me the job right after our attachment. The job scope is very simple..Basically, all we have to do is to make sure that we update the anti-virus and that the computers in the transit are fully operational - no hang of computers etc.

I've been working since the 21st of August until today. I pretty enjoy walking around the terminals not just checking out on the computers but also can spend my time viewing at the taking off of the airplanes and OF COURSE!! The air-stewardess! Especially those who are dressed in lime-green uniform (Silk Air) I would just stop at my spot and take my time appreciating them walking across the travelators, the terminals, the dining area ...almost everywhere/anywhere of the airport! LOL! Si bei enjoy it ar..!

Then I got to know of a new friend who is a colleague of the same company lah..He's Ranald...A senior of ours in SP. He really seems to know alot of things...he's very knowledgable..Haha...But the sad thing is that he will be going for his army real soon.. He's been really a great companion in work and there are alot of things that we can learn from him. So far, it's juz me, Zhi Hui, Edwin, Jing Ting and Ranald clig-ing together for our routines, our breakfast, lunch and even dinner. Often we would just stay inside the office doing our own things, playing chinese chess, card games, surfing the net and BEST OF ALL! To watch LAN QIU HUO!! We'll catch it like every week...then after we've watched, we would share what we felt funny about the show etc..It's really a very nice show..Never watch, must go watch k? LOL!

Also, since the show is something about basketball, we would often asked when would be the best time for a Game of Basketball...So far, we have not really confirm on a date that we can...But we'll still plan one to challenge each other..

Ok, filming is going fine so far..probably some inconvenience here and there but evrything is going fine..I do hope that nothing much will affect the ultimate production..After tomorow's filming, I guess my actors/actresses will be having a good rest whereas my producer, my editor and I will be busy editing the film here and there for the next few days before the deadline of submission. Well..pray for me that it will be a good one.. *LoTs oF HoPeS!* =)

篮球火

2008-09-03T03:21:00.010+08:00

这是我第一次在这用华语来介绍一部‘超吊’的电视剧。那就是篮球火了！为么要介绍这部戏呢？当然是要你们去看啦！也有一几首的歌在这戏里面，我觉得非常的喜欢，希望你们也会喜欢！快去看吧！

绝对无敌

让绝对无敌的传说

能永远不会被打破

必须要战斗我会 if I'm ever gonna get back

Get back Get back

让绝对无敌的传说

能永远记住在心中

必须要战斗我会 if I'm ever gonna get back

Yo picture this

got a kid in a room

his hands sweatin and shakin while he's lacin his shoes

the excitement's buildin up for what's comin up soon

To get there and do what he was born to do

他拥有篮球梦

他成为地域修罗

他知道全盘战局只能够靠自己掌控

只感到一点疲倦

只感到一些危险

但是胜负分明之前绝对不会退却

Cuz now he's out on the floor

And he's catchin the pass

slashin to the glass, movin so fast

right to the hole

they don't know how to stop him

and he keeps on droppin

2's and 3's by the second

and the crowd is rockin

so they knock him

躺在冰冷地上

只要一个深呼吸就能再冲刺全场

那慢动作的世界

欢呼声蜂拥如浪

就在一分钟过后强者加冕成王

让绝对无敌的传说

能永远不会被打破
必须要战斗我会 if I'm ever gonna get back
Get back Get back

让绝对无敌的传说

能永远记住在心中
必须要战斗我会 if I'm ever gonna get back

Imagine

有个女孩出现

她在人群之中永远都是第一耀眼

她总是在身边

不知心里想谁

所有男人梦想有天能给她全世界

But the truth

is that there's someone on the other team

Someone who stole her heart

Someone who holds her dreams

They kiss for the 1st time just the other evening

He's 12 and number 1 and is gettin' caught in between

战况激烈

好戏正要上演

女孩不知道自己应该站在哪一边

眼神交汇只是瞬息万变

大家都屏住呼吸忍住不眨眼

Number 1 on the break 12 on the chase

Brother goes in the air with brother up in his face

They come crashing to the dirt Tears about to burst

When the game is over who she gonna run to first, yo

让绝对无敌的传说
能永远不会被打破

必须要战斗我会 if I'm ever gonna get back

Get back Get back

让绝对无敌的传说
能永远记住在心中

必须要战斗我会 if I'm ever gonna get back

有时感觉阻碍太多

但我还是为了我的梦想而战斗

Nothin's gonna stop me

Ey yo this game of life is one big struggle

We gotta hustle just to make it everyday

and to find ourselves a way

让绝对无敌的传说

能永远不会被打破
必须要战斗我会 if I'm ever gonna get back

Get back Get back

让绝对无敌的传说

能永远记住在心中
必须要战斗我会 if I'm ever gonna get back

I'm directing a short film!!Yeah! My dream to become a director!

2008-08-29T00:58:00.003+08:00

Yippie!! A chance to showcase my directing skills. I always have ideas and moving pictures circulating around my brains both left and right and always wanted to make a movie. Here's the chance! I'm still planning things out with my producer, Mr Davian Teo about the scenes and most urgent issue now is the search for actors and actresses.

Looking for 5 male/female casts for an upcoming Mystery/Horror short film. As this is a low budget production, there will be no pay but a copy of the showreel will be provided. This is a great opportunity to expose yourself to the camera and also to gain experience for starters.
Filming dates to be confirm again but will probably starts this coming weekends if not by next week. A 3 - 5 nights shoot inclusive of a shoot in the morning. Location will be in the EAST.

1 female main lead - teenager, MUST be mandarin speaking. MUST be attractive/captivating ( or you think you have a good look )

2 female supporting role - teenager, MUST be mandarin speaking.

3 Male supporting role - teenager, MUST be mandarin speaking.

No need to have any acting experience but must be fun-loving and easy to work with.

For more details/enquires, email to
zkchang39820988@hotmail.com

Mariah Carey- Through The Rain

2008-08-23T22:01:00.002+08:00

Awesome song man...By Mariah Carey. I dunno why ever since I started visiting Youtube to listen to the song When You Believe and then clicking on Mariah Carey's songs, wow...her songs are really worth it to hear man..(Erm..not saying other singers not worth it lah..) Anyway, juz like to recommend my frens who are reading my blog to listen to this particular song called - Though The Rain, I love the story in the MV if you were to watch it, very touching....about how this gal's love for the guy was so strong that she is willing to leave her family juz to seek for her happiness. Glad that this song is sung by Mariah Carey..if not....it's gonna be damn "CUI"..LOL! =)

12 Lotus

2008-08-21T00:45:00.003+08:00

I used to think that Roystan Tan's production is always very boring. After watching the previous movie," 881". I was very disappointed in it, maybe it was because I am a teenager, I do not understand Hokkien, neither do I appreciate what is called "Ge-Tai". Ever since then, I said that I am not going to watch his movies. Also, his short films were considered artistic but they were draggy and long winded, sometimes the dialogues from the actors were very short or should I say basically a few words. Overall, he is our local director. Comparing to Jack Neo, Jack Neo really knows how to captivate the locals, not just the teenagers but also adults and seniors, can say most people of different age group will prefer his movies than Roy's.

However, here's the twist, have you watched 12 Lotus?

What if I were to say that whatever I mentioned above, were his past and is different compared to now?LOL..Yes..I am not joking about this. This time round, Roystan Tan being the director of 12 Lotus, maintained his ideology of having Ge Tais in this movie, Hokkien songs, beautiful colourful settings and costumes, the same actors plus a few more BUT made it even more entertaining by truely showing you his personal directing point of view of what exactly 12 Lotus is. Indeed! This time round, he has proven to me that this masterpiece of his, really showcased his talent of directing a movie, sending out to the audience the message that he wishes to tell you and also to cultivate you the knowledge of his art-work.

5 Thumbs UP!! =)

Only those who are artistic will know what this movie is all about. So...Go on and watch this movie to test out how artistic you are!

Frink Frink in Teenage Magazine!

2008-08-18T02:28:00.003+08:00

We're Frink Frink

Catch Us on 27th September 2008

Teenage Icon Semi-Finals

At Heeren

Yesterday had a very fun day since 2pm

2008-08-17T04:54:00.005+08:00

Yeah!Went to sentosa yesterday!!Had lots of fun, played volleyball, frisbe but most importantly is the bonding with my frens! Wah..Can say we shared alot of things under the sun. Whole day was really a happy day!I totally, si bei enjoy it. One thing is probably my attachment has ended, secondly, I can enjoy myself just right after attachment at Sentosa and I was expecting quite a few frens to come but turned out that, the people were just enough and thirdly, to relax myself from unhappy thoughts.

Well,after being at Sentosa, we headed for steamboat!!Shoik sia...Wai Lreng, Felicia, Yi Da, Juliet, Ivan, Sylvian, Li Ling, Jia Yan, Mao Shan and I.

Then after the steamboat, we went to talk. The most interesting thing of all for the whole day is the talk between guys and girls. We asked questions whereby it's totally no ending answer to it. For the guys will pose the gals questions that we're uncertain and for the girls, they will pose questions to us guys. Haha..It was fun having all these debatings, having questions like when would it be the right time to confess to a girl, will guys look down on girls who chase after them, will girls appreciate guys chasing after girls etc.

Then we really cracked out alot of jokes and laughters! =)
(Will update with pics soon from Juliet)

I will still move on..till the day I'm ready

2008-08-13T00:30:00.008+08:00

Feeling very down now.. I dunno what to write in this entry. Maybe I shall remember this day of why I am so down..never had I been so down before..Haiz..Today's the 13th of August. I will remember this day.

At first I was very happy..at the start of the day till somewhere in between but it was at the end of the day I felt like as if I lost my hope..The candle light was like juz blown away so suddenly and caught me unprepared for it. Really can't bear to see it...I really can't..it's not the time for me yet..I can't reveal anything much..but I'll keep it to myself...

However, I still believe that there's still hope...so can't give up...gotta do what I have to do first. I'm strong in my mentality, I know what are my pirorities and I will not allow any distractions to invade in me. Still..I await for that day. =(

YEAH!! WE, FRINK FRINK GOT INTO THE SEMI FINALS OF TEENAGE ICON!!!

2008-07-27T00:18:00.003+08:00

WOW!!!WE GOT THROUGH THE HEATS!!YEAH!!WE DID IT!!

Next round which is the semi finals will be our next challenge!

So for those who did not turn up for this heats...come and support us on the upcoming Semi-Finals! It'll be during September..And we will rock you!

(Any comments about our performance, please feel free to feedback us on how to improve and also what you felt is good about this performance..thanks)

We're Frink Frink. On behalf of Frink Frink, I would like to thank those who came to support and those who did not come but gave us moral support..{but next time must come and support})

Poem: Love held back by a purpose

2008-07-20T22:06:00.008+08:00

All day long it was her I thought

So much to tell her but I must not

Kept in my heart pounding non-stop

She's the girl I truely missed alot

Things change rapidly we must adapt

Fashion, trend, craze will soon be fad

Remember we must not be destined to fate

Because this is a world that you can re-create

What that kept men alive are called dreams

Knowing your goal is more important as it seems

We'll work together as one team

And achieve our targets and we'll win!

But there are times that you'll walk alone

Peace and quiet not a single tone

When you're all by yourself in a danger zone

Next you can think of is your home

Remember what were the moments your parents shared

With all the love and laughter to make you glad

So don't cry to yourself and be sad

Cause they are always there for you, your mum and dad!

But life begins and end with death

I worry for them cause I cared

I know my purpose and I'm not scared

For this road will be bitter but I'll start from scratch

Many of you may not have known

Of how fortunate you have owned

Gave up easily as you groaned

That's so despicable, you've not grown!

Think about the future you immature child

Not later, nor tomorrow but right now

Stop acting like an idiot or behave like a clown

For you will be the one letting everyone, your parents and yourself down!

Super Powerful Fantastic Trip!

2008-06-26T21:42:00.011+08:00

Hong Kong lady,waitress, in Cafe 178

I got her contact!

Yes!!Finally have the time to blog this wonderful experience that I had a week ago. A week ago, by right I was supposed to report for work/attachment. HOWEVER!!Haha..I believe when I say this, most of you would be so jealous and envy ..cause you guys are either studying!if not....working/attachment!!Haha..Guess what?! I went Hong Kong when I was supposed to go for my attachment! Haha..dun care..Hong Kong trip more inportant than any other things. Ok..To cut things short..

Basically, going to Hong Kong is not really a vacation trip lah..It's about going there to meet the people there..and also to get connections and also for suppliers...Haha..Business trip I would say..Yes..U juz heard/saw {business trip} Why?Cannot ar? 19 years old still cannot talk business yet ar?Haha..No offence k? Joke joke..Anyway, when I was there..I got the chance to get a Hong Kong girl's contact..And I've got a photo with her..Haha..Dun say I go BA MEI k? Is that, she's juz a waitress at this cafe that we went so juz grab the chance to take a picture with the locals there lor..Anyway, the whole trip was fun, exciting and we're always rushing here and there.. Over there at Hong Kong, we visited the Xing Xing Zhi Lu...erm..in English should be Victoria Harbour. A harbour between the Kowloon Pennisular and the Hong Kong island. Over there, we got to see the different companies' neon boards flashing brightly up high the buildings and of course even to the clouds..SO NICE Lor..!!But of course we go there see one company's board being lighted up on that day lah...Go there see other companies' one for what?Panasonic very nice to see meh?LOL..Only those who went will understand what I meant. Anyway...

FIVE STAR HOTEL STAY!!Okok..Some may think that I'm exaggerating...but I'm not..!!You may have stayed in a 5 star hotel before..that's why u won't feel so excited or even "chey!" may juz came to ur mind as u read this..BUT!!...Guess wat?! You go inside the toliet, you can get lOST!! (Can ask Mr You Wei..he knows..Yi Da also knows..haha..) But the stay in that hotel was fantastic..good stay, 915 threadcount bedsheet by the brand DS which is made of 100% egyptian cotton Hotel Collection...damn SMOOTH LAH...Can slip sia..(ok..I'm exaggerating about the slip..ya..basically,it's top standard quality and it's the best!) How I know? Cause I sell bedsheet de mah...Haha..

Ultimately, whatever there is over there...it's not about the stay, not about having fun there..and not about meeting new friend there..but most importantly is to learn whatever that I've got from there...cause those who did not go Hong Kong with me, you really missed what I learnt from there..Ok..above are all my pics with my friends!

4 exciting days awaiting!!

2008-06-15T13:57:00.004+08:00

It's gonna be an adventure for my fellow friends and I to be on this trip to Hong Kong!It's gonna be my first time visiting there! The whole adventure is going to start from now till the next 4 days which is until the 19th. We have been preparing for the trip since the past 2-3 weeks. And it is only until today that we are finally ready to go!

Is Dim Sum gonna be their delicacies?Hmm...I hope it'll taste nicer than our Singapore's Dim Sum, Hong Kong should have a standard there mah..Anyway,I'll show you guys all the photos that I'll be taking over there...It's gonna be a great SURPRISE for you!

Yeah!I'm back again!

2008-06-09T01:26:00.002+08:00

Ok..!It's good to be back here pen-ning down my thoughts or the things that I've gone through so far. Let me first talk about my attachment company which is V One Multimedia. We have just shifted over to Ubi Road 1..totally a new environment! I can say that the environment there is better than Kallang Baru..cause the building in Kallang Baru that our office previously was, was very old le...then it's going to be demolished at this end of the year. So ya..everyone working there has to move out eventually by the end of this year unless they wanna join in the fun collapsing with it lor..LOL! But doubt anybody like that building ba?Haha...

Next is that I'll be going to Hong Kong next week! Excited I am MAN!! Cause it will be my first time there and the experience that I'm going get from there is gonna benefit me thoughout my whole life. If I am unable to go, I'll be damn down and probably crying at home...Cause I understood how this trip is important to me. I know clearly that I am there not to enjoy myself but to really understand the culture over there..and of course going there, defnitely there will be a purpose lah..Anyone interested to know what is it? Haha...Curious right? Wait till I'm back lor...

Ok..Well..Over here I would like to thank those who have offered to help me..and I really appreciate ur help when I was seriously in times of need. To : Davian, Jia Hao, Kevin, Darius, David, Glen and Sze Kai.

Half a day at Sentosa, 1/4 a day at KBOX and 1/4 a day at a funeral

2008-05-19T23:39:00.018+08:00

Yap..Today was an exhuasting day for me. Woke up early at 10am but was already late to meet up with my frens at Vivo City. Took a taxi there the moment I got myself into the correct attire for beach activities...haha..cause dun want others to say that I'm 妖怪. But seriouS! Today my frens and I really saw 妖怪 s！Cause there were 2 ladies dressing themselves in fashionable dresses like as if going for a modelling catwalk/runway..They were wearing HIGH-HEELS on the SAND!!KAOZ。。。！！ UNBELIEVABLE　ＭＡＮ！！So girls out there better know how to match clothings onto yourselves to what would be the activities that you would be doing..Come to think of it, I think those 2 ladies really siao onez..Weather's so hot, still wear until something like that..Haiz..Think they're nuts...LOL!!..Ok..this is juz my opinion, opinions are juz like backsides, everyone has it...so whoever doubts what I say about them..I'm fine..

Ok..One thing for sure...I love photography and I brought along a digital camera to Sentosa...but may I ask...how come people are so afraid of cameras such that they juz wanna siam from it..They have phobia ar...?Or they allergic to the camera lens..?! Come on...Juz take pictures and keep them as memories lah...!Aiyo...Haiz...

Being at Sentosa with your 志同道合的朋友　was fun...but the fun was short-lived cause for me, Wai Lreng, Xin Ni and Felicia, we have to practise our song for the Teenage Icon..so no time to waste..had a little fun at Sentosa..then headed to Marina Square K Box. We got there at 3pm. Then we practise our song "三个愿望"...kept picking that song and sang until we perfect it...but we did not juz sing this song over and over again lah..we also sang other songs to open up our vocal cords. I've recorded our rehearsal..and also my own English version of 彩虹　by Jay Chou.

While I was enjoying myself at K Box, as I was singing, then I received a call from my fren that he would hope that I could attend his Grandma's funeral. Wah..the moment when I heard it, I agreed to him and actually planning to go for a soccer game with Mr You Wei but I had to skip that for my fren's instead. Then when I got to see my fren, he was fine, he was calm..It's juz that he lost someone whom he dearly cherished..who is his grandma..He told me about how strong his grandma was. She had a cancer 2 years ago, then the doctor said that she might not be able to live within months..However, what was so surprising was that, his grandma actually struggled for 2 years before she left today instead of just months which the doctor mentioned..

But anyway, I asked him about his future plans..and after knowing about what he intends to do, I was assured that he has an aim in life. It was then after having a chat with him, I had to return home..so bid farewell to him and told him to take care of himself..Ya...Basically, that was what happened when I'm at my fren's grandma's funeral. Sad it was..But that's life. We juz have to live with it and also to move on from there.

Happily Ever After

We were so happy together

As the moments could have last forever

You say that it's now or never

All I asked is to live happily ever after

Stop what you're hiding from me

Of all the saddness that I'll be receiving

I wished this is not part of the ending

May it be something that's not surprising

Without you by my side my world is half asleep

My love for you is like the Alantic Ocean deep

To tell the truth

My purest love for you

I love you

Won't you feel the same way too

You say goodbye

I lost the sense of time

You can't deny

All the love that I've provide

I know I'll die

If you're not gonna be by my side

I'm willing to give up my life

Superdog

2008-05-18T05:02:00.003+08:00

Correction...There is no Superdog at Kallang Leisure Park. My mistake...Sorry ah Edmund...(My previous boss) Haha..But today I went Superdog which is at Vivo City with Xin Ni. It was her first time there. Then I recommended her Chicken Ripper and I also ordered the same. Wah..Then the moment she started taking a bite out of it..She told me that it was so nice...!!

Hey hey...not bad right..?!That's why Macdonald food cannot eat anymore...Not sianz meh..eating that fast food for your whole life le...change your taste lah..Mac cannot make it lah..LOL! Superdog's one of the rules is that 'Quality Comes Before Speed'. Although it is a fast food restaurant, besides being fast, Edmund (boss of Superdog) emphasizes that his food must be of top quality standard before serving to his customers and this is one thing that I feel he has ensured very well. Also, I heard that they have an office! Impressive...Looks like Superdog is doing extremely well..Seriously, I would really like to learn being an entrepreneur from him. On top of that would be to be his business partner too...And I think that is very possible.

I hope to see Superdog continue its expansion. Edmund, if possible, open one Superdog outlet at Toa Payoh. Sure make money de..Serious..

Check it out at the SHOWDOWN!! MY NAME IS UP THERE!! DAVIAN!! WE WON OURSELVES $200 !!!!! WOW!!!

2008-05-14T02:56:00.004+08:00

WOW!!It's so COoL!! Davian..WE JUST WON OURSELVES $200!! See told you it's a good idea..And we should be happy and proud of our production!!Yeah...Guys reading this..Please stay tune on The Showdown..Our production is called 'Hair Cut'. It starts off by me narrating.."Long long time ago, people have no money to cut their hair......."And Davian, my best fren, he did the sounds for both Daren Tan and the other guy..whereas I did for the Paul Twohill role...Our production may be broadcast on TV..so stay tuned if u wanna catch it man!!

http://theshowdown.mediacorptv.sg/trailer_winners.htm

(We won third..it's my name..dunno why Davian's name not indicated)

EXCITED!!

I read this and it touched me..

2008-05-14T02:29:00.003+08:00

Abstract from an email Wai Lreng sent to my frens and I. And I felt great after reading this:

This story tells us something about..... LOVE & LIFE.

My husband is an engineer by profession. I love him forhis steady nature and... I love the warm feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders. Two years of courtship and now, five years into marriage, I would have to admit, that I am getting tired of it. The reasons of me loving him before, has now transformed into the cause of all my restlessness. I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to a relationship and my feelings. I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearning for candy. My husband is my complete opposite; his lack of sensitivity, and the inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about LOVE.

One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I wanted a divorce. 'Why?' he asked, shocked. 'I am tired. There are no reasons for everything in the world!' I answered. He kept silent the whole night, seemingly in deep thought. My feeling of disappointment only increased. Here was a man who was not able to even express his predicament, so what else could I expect from him? And finally he asked me: 'What can I do to change your mind?' Somebody said it right... It's hard to change a person's personality, and I guess, I have started losing faith in him. Looking deep into his eyes I slowly answered: 'Here is the question.... If you can answer and convince my heart,I will change my mind.' Let's say; I want a flower located on the face of a mountain cliff, and we both are sure that picking the flower will cause your death. Will you do it for me?' He said: 'I will give you your answer tomorrow.... '

My hopes just sank by listening to his response. I woke up the next morning to find him gone, and saw a piece of paper with his scratchy handwriting underneath a milk glass, on the dining table near the front door, that goes.... My dear, 'I would not pick that flower for you, but .... please allow me to explain the reasons further..... ' This first line was already breaking my heart. I continued reading.

'When you use the computer you always mess up the Software programs, and you cry in front of the screen. I have to save my fingers so that I can help to restore the programs. You always leave the house keys behind, thus I have to save my legs to rush home to open the door for you. You love travelling but always lose your way in a new city. I have to save my eyes to show you the way. You always have the cramps whenever your 'good friend' approaches every month. I have to save my palms so that I can calm the cramps in your tummy. You like to stay indoors, and I worry that you will be infected by infantile autism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom. You always stare at the computer, and that will do nothing good for your eyes. I have to save my eyes so that when we grow old, I can help to clip your nails and help to remove those annoying white hairs. So I can also hold your hand while strolling down the beach, as you enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand...and tell you the colour of flowers, just like the colour of the glow on your young face... Thus, my dear, unless I am sure that there is someone who loves you more than I do... I could not pick that flower yet, and die ... '

My tears fell on the letter, and blurred the ink of his handwriting ... and as I continue reading... 'Now, that you have finished reading my answer, and if you are satisfied, please open the front door for I am standing outside bringing your favourite bread and fresh milk...' I rushed to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face, clutching tightly with his hands, the milk bottle and loaf of bread.... Now I am very sure that no one will ever love me as much as he does, and I have decided to leave the flower alone...

That's LIFE, and LOVE. When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love that lies in between the peace and dullness. Love shows up in all forms; even in very small and cheeky forms. It has never been a model. It could be the dullest and most boring form ... Flowers, and romantic moments are only used and appear on the surface of the relationship. Under all this, the pillar of true love stands ... AND THAT'S LIFE The happiest people in the world.... are not those who have no problems, but those who learn to live with things that are less than perfect. LOVE is not just between two lovers, husband and wife--it also encompasses mother, father and siblings, sisters andbrothers, friends and neighbours!

What a wonderful story written about Love. *Touched*

Here at my relative house..and it's Mothers' Day!

2008-05-11T17:34:00.002+08:00

Ok..Managed to get a laptop at my aunt's place. Travelled all the way from home to South View (LRT line near Choa Chu Kang) which is so far away lor..Anyway, it's Mothers' Day today..so my aunt actually organised a buffet at her place and the great thing is that everyone are present here for the celebration. Yeah!

I'm feeling alright today. 2 nights ago went to Davian's (my best fren) 'Birthday Chalet' that he organised. It was so fun. All guys! No girls..! So basically we just talked about Guys' stuffs..Haha..Interesting eh?Guys also are like girls de..Haha..However, ultimately it is to celebrate Davian's birthday which is on 13th May..but he planned to have the celebration 4 days earlier. Then we had a karaoke sesion inside the chalet! So cool right? And you must be thinking how come chalet can have karaoke..Haha..No no..In the chalet at Downtown East Costa Sands, there is no karaoke but it is me who brought my attachment company product 'Magic Sing' to promote to my friends..And that night, we talked, we played, we sang and we totally enjoyed that night..

The next morning, we went to the newly upgraded Downtown East for our breakfast. I used to work in this particular fast food restaurant..so..I recommended to them 'Superdog' ! Yeah..It was only then that I know that my previous boss actually opened another outlet at Downtown East, previously, there is only the first and only outlet in Vivo City but now, there's one at Pasir Ris and the other at Kallang Leisure Park and still got the other one at Jurong Point I guess... It's superb lor..Never eat Mac food again..it always tasted the same..!So what's the point in eating the same old taste? Find something much tastier lah! Superdog lor..Must try the Fresh Chicken Burger if you are first time going there..If not, for the hotdogs, try German Bratwurst! It's very nice!!My favourite!But it's pork..so not Halal..

I'll upload some pics later on tonight when I get home..If there's still time for me..But tmr having my attachment again...Sianz..

Stress!!

2008-05-08T00:33:00.002+08:00

I know what is going on...Not that I dunno but things are just coming to me whereby I'm not prepared for it. I have to learn how to be impromptu.Anyway, I dun wanna share my stress to anyone now..I just wanna handle it myself! Haiz..Feeling extremely exhausted now..Gtg to bed now..Orhz!!*Sleepy plus lethargic*

Some oldies..

2008-05-07T01:00:00.002+08:00

Well, nothing to do..so just trying out to post a playlist..My favourite love song of all times!!This I Promise You by N'sync. Sad thing is that, there is no more this band le..The band was doing so good lor..Dunno why they disbanded..Sad...Anyway, I hope to sing this song to my dream gal...Well, I dunno if she appeared already but till that day, I would really wanna share this song with her...Hope she'll like it too! And for the other song, The Call by Backstreet Boys. Very rock/techno..I like the beat..Yeah!Last but not least, Better Than I. I love this song the most!!It's a Godly song..I really wish everyone will love this song too! It's so meaningful lor..It is sung by David Campbell also, you can hear this song as you watch the movie," Joseph King Of Dreams" And most importantly, this song represents the relationship of me with God..And He knows everything Better Than I.

=)

Labour Day

2008-05-02T00:17:00.002+08:00

It's Labour Day! Haha..No work from attachment..Shiok! Basically, went out to meet my friends at 2pm to discuss on songs that we will be singing for our Teenage Icon contest. However, the moment we met, we started SHOPPING!!LOL!! Well, we were shopping for our "costumes" for our performance.

We went Bugis Street passed all the fashion shops over and over again....We managed to get our clothings and accessories. Then I got myself a pair of black and white checkered shoes..a collared shirt from Domanchi and a Cotton Sateen white tie (I've been seraching for it..for many months le..finally got that very tie...)! Yeah!

Then after that..everyone got very tired after shopping..cause one thing is the weather..It's really getting freaking hot..!I was feeling giddy after the shopping..We then headed to MOS Burger where we discuss our song and even sang the song whereby there were so many customers...Our faces all thick-skin..we dun even care about wat they think..we juz sang!Haha...why should we be bothered about how they think about us..Opinions are just like backsides..everyone has it..LOL!

Xin Ni had to go to meet her mum for dinner whereas the rest of us went to the National Library beside Bugis Junction. We did not go in lah..but we got ourselves in an open area and we continued practising for the song..We managed to find out what were the technical issues that we have upon singing the song..There were some notes that we actually sang FLAT though..and we had to get it fixed! Mine was pitching problem..haiz..same as ever..haha..anyway,I will Jia You de!!

7 plus I left for Bing Xiang's birthday celebration. Davian and Darius were already with Bing Xiang. We celebrated Bing Xiang's birthday at Wheelock Palace Fish & Co. Man!!The combo meal that we had was superb! Delicious man!! Then I also got Bings a Domanchi shirt..So nice lor..the packaging bag...same for the shirt..I find that the shirt will be of his need when he's going to have his guitar stage performance..Bings is a guitarist..and he's good in it!I must learn from him sia..But I think I very far from his legendary skills le..

Adriel came along after our dinner..and guess what we did after the dinner..? We watch IRONMAN at Lido Cinema Shaw Towers!!Man...!!!IT WAS FANTASTIC, FABULOUS, THRILLING and ACTION PACKED!! So far the best movie I've watched for this year..So funny lor..Very ENTERTAINING!!

It was a meaningful Labour Day spent! Never did I spend this day so happily..last time used to work but now..think that there's always a time to work and always a time to spend time with your close ones..so always don't think of just working...Now then I truely understand the meaning of living happily..!(No lah..Few months back then I was already enlightened..but just that this day made me experience the happiness..) Yeah!

Davian and I are taking part in the Showdown contest!!

2008-05-01T01:01:00.003+08:00

Yeah man!!I've just sent our video entry to mediacorp. It says that the contest ends on 1st May ..not sure if I missed the deadline but anyway..we hope we could win the contest. We really took out our time in the middle of the night to do it. Then we were also having hell lots of fun when we were cracking our brain juices to think of something comical...Finally!!We came up with the production and I believe there is a high chance that we will win..!!We really hope that our efforts will pay off..So to you out there..Do catch The Showdown on Channel 5 begins 8th May Thursday at 8pm!!You may get to see our video and I believe you guys will enjoy laughing it out!!LOL!!Serious..!!Davian and I were laughing continuously after the whole production...We were so tired after the whole process..but man! IT'S WORTH IT!!

Btw..our showcase's title is Hair Showdown. I know it sounds lame but we just anyhow think of the title..it is the contents and sound effects that you should be looking out for..and the starting goes with me being the narrator...saying: Long long time ago...People have no money to cut their hair.....Ya..So the moment you hear this..yeah..It's our production!!Give support k? And I just can't wait to watch it on TV!! God bless this film!! =)

Be prepared

2008-04-26T14:18:00.003+08:00

Well, I read someone's blog and found out about something that had happened..I can't guarantee what really happened but one thing that came to my mind was that losing your love one is unbearable.

I have not experienced the very deep emotional feeling of losing someone. The ever first love one whom left me, was my grandpa. My grandpa stayed with me during my childhood days. It was then that my grandpa went over to my uncle's place to stay and since then, my siblings and I did not get to see him that often. It was only Chinese New Year that we go over for a visit. And that was like once in a year. I did not cry though, maybe for me as a Christian, I thought that he will be in the heaven so there is nothing for me to feel sad about. Well, he left his family but very peacefully.

Although I did not know what was the feeling of truely losing someone you dearly love but I have seen and experienced those who shared with me about their lost. They cried terribly, they poured out their hearts and really cried it aloud. They couldn't accept what had happened and they were not prepared for it. The pain in them was more than a thousand needles piercing through their hearts. I'm not sure how you would imagine the pain but what I had seen was that I saw the particular person, crying helplessly, gushing out with tears, her eyes were red and she was thrusting her fist to her chest to relieve the pain that she was suffering..

My parents, they've definitely have aged. They're already in their 50s. I envy friends whom I have whose parents are still young and had planned for them. I'm the eldest in the family. I'm currently 19 and I have not gone for my NS. I'm worried but at the same time prepared for anything that might happen to them. However, I also believe that there are those who have lost their parents or their parents are even older than mine or even those who are orphans. I really feel sorry for them..no offence but that's how I felt. Upon thinking of such, we should feel lucky and be glad that I can type this entry to you and for you to read this entry of mine. Some don't even have computers...

After typing all these, I suddenly thought about something..No offence but what happens if Jay Chou's mum were to leave him? How is he going to take it? I'm not sure how many of you have thought about that..But I can say that Jay Chou love her mum alot and if she were to leave him, I do not know how he would react to it. I hope he's prepared for the worst. And I believe that when that day comes, all media and focus would be on him and his fans will feel as one for him...

Juz my thoughts..that's all..

Change of venue

2008-04-24T01:17:00.002+08:00

Ok..Basically, the running event was successful..But there will be change of venue, timing is still 7pm. Venue will be Geylang East Avenue 1, basically in the neighbourhood area. So for those who are still interested in come for the run, you can still contact us through mobiles. You can see my post below..Ya..the contacts are there..If you're not sure how to get there..You can meet up with me or Davian and we'll fetch you up from there..See ya!

Taking a medical leave from work..

2008-04-23T15:33:00.003+08:00

Panadol, cough tablets, flu tablets and cough mixture

I juz got back from my nearby Polyclinic. The waiting time was extremely long but lucky I knew how to make use of my time, I took the queue number, went to the hawker centre to get my mum and myself lunch, went home, bathe and then ate my favourite Yong Tau Foo and went back to the clinic..Haha..Juz nice..It was my turn..

At first, the clinic gave me the impression that the waiting time for consultation will take an hour or two..But today..they seemed to be very efficient. It was 3 patients away to my turn..Damn fast lor..But while I was waiting, I was like continuously going to the toliet to blow my nose..cause the mucus juz keep flowing..Really like the tap hose which needs a stopper.

When I got to see the doctor..She was like so professional lor..She just asked a few questions, did some 'Open-Mouth-Say-Ahh' and ' Inhale Exhale' exercises on me and started prescribing me the medication..But most importantly, when she asked if I need an MC, I gave a firm 'Yes..' Haha..

Ok..Got to the Pharmacy...ok..this is the funny part..The pharmacist was a guy.. He think he very dua pai..I considered him as smartalac..When he called for my name, as I approached to him,he asked.."You having flu ar?" In my mind I was like, "OF COURSE LAH!!If not, will you be holding my flu medication..?" LOL!!Anyway, he then told me how to take the medication as in like twice a day,this will cause drowsyness all that..But the thing is..he acting as a smartalac mah right..Then the way he said was like bullet-train...Cause he experienced mah..Know the drugs very well..that's why he said until damn fast..but think about those old folks..or some other patients...by saying so fast..does he ever think that they can absorb just as fast?I doubt so..Thank God just now my brain was still working even though I'm damn weak..Now also very weak sia..But I will pull through!!I can't be defeated by the illness that easily..Yeah!

Tmr we're gonna run!

2008-04-21T23:55:00.003+08:00

Alright!It's been a long while since I last went to a stadium for a workout..Tmr will be the day!!I've asked my frens to come and have fun together by exercising..Well, so far, I heard feedbacks like having sports type of games..I'm putting that into consideration..I may want to plan it out like for example Tuesday solely on running whereas Thursday would be like basketball, soccer or even netball.Well, I would have to ask my friends to discuss about it..So ya, if there are more opinions, feel free to tag me..Thanks!

An Idea Struck Me!!

2008-04-19T16:55:00.009+08:00

I'm gonna go straight to the point.

Basically, we know that we are too busy in our schoolwork, if not work load or even part-time jobs. Time is spent more on working for money. Some even take the time to slack at home watching tv. However, many did not think for themselves. Health is very important. And that is one of the many factors in life that we're all lacking.

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So now..This idea of mine is to make everyone have a healthy lifestyle. The focus would be on running..And what's so good about this system that I want to set up is basically with these 3 aspects:

1. Running - You just need a pair of running shoes and I feel that running is the most simple
thing to start off for an exercise

2. Healthy Lifestyle - To maintain a healthy lifestyle by exercising twice a week

3. Gathering of friends and meeting of new friends - In this system, basically, it's free and is
meant for those who really are concern
about being healthy. You can ask your
friends to join you. On top of that, besides
having your friends joining you in the run,
you can also meet new friends. So don't you
think that it's not just about running but
having more friends in your social circle.
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Day of event : Every Tuesday and Thursday
Meeting place : Bedok Stadium (1 bus-stop away from Bedok Mrt Station)
Meeting Time : 7pm
Attire : Sports Gear and Running shoes
People to contact : Chang Zi Kang, Ken (90230209/93262571)
Teo Wee Ping, Davian (91055075)

E-mails: zkchang39820988@hotmail.com
davianteo@hotmail.com
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I'm CookinG!!

2008-04-18T23:46:00.011+08:00

Ok..Here's a question, you can only asnwer yes or no..Who enjoys cooking?So it's a yes or a no...Dun take such a long time to think lah..Just say it from your heart...The moment you are posted this question, what is the answer that first came to you?I believe alot would say,"YES!!" Right?Haha...Ok...Whereas for some who answered, "No.." Those who answered, "No.." Yeah..!You're just like me..We don't enjoy cooking..but we enjoy eating what is cooked..!Yeah..Haha..Gotcha for those who answered, "YES!!"

Basically, just want to share with you a ReCiPE!!Can't wait to find out more? Take a look at my pics and I'll show ya! And hope you will like it...It's easy to do! And I believe you'll like it as I do..Haha..But for those who dislike CheEZe then sorry lor..Cause my recipe is especially for Cheese Lovers! I call this dish, ' SaY ChEeSE!!'

Searching for ingredients..Ham...I got a big chunk..so maybe for you viewers..buy the slices instead..I just wanna show my cutting skill to you all only..*show off* Crack 3-4 eggs..(Dun bother about High-Cholesterol lah..Just eat as I say..lol.) Use one hand lah...!See you can anot.. Now...Stir it well... Make sure you wash your frying pan..k Less oil...Not so much..

Now..Pour the egg onto the frying pan..

Now..Pour the cut slices of ham on top of the egg..

Make sure they are spread out evenly..

Now..The best part...Placing of the cheese..

Make sure your fire is not at the maximum..Do not have to use a strong fire..If not, your egg will get burnt.

TA DA!! 'SAY CHEESE!!' is done!!You should trying cooking it too..It's damn delicious especially with the cheese...I hope you'll enjoy this meal! Jia you! Feel free to post your comments regarding about this dish..I'll be happy to see your feedbacks..

Photographer: Chang Xiu Mei (my sister)

Fourth day at Attachment feeling so bored le..Imagine I have to go through this for 4 months...

2008-04-17T19:57:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling very lethargic now..I think I can't stay long in my workplace..but bo bian..!!It's poly attachment..Haiz...Down sia!Somemore, my colleagues are all the full-timers there..Then dun have polymates with me at all..I'm the only one...Anyway, wat's worse is that I was told to come for work on Saturday to shift stocks..Man..!This is not the five-day work week that I'm told it would be..

Ok, dun talk about attachment le..Just have to live with it for the next 4 months and I hope everyone can pray for me that the days will quickly go away..Well, today's entry I just wanna pen down my thoughts that's all..

Erm..What should I do when I know that a gal's heart was stolen away by a guy and it was then that he stopped having contact with her? I can tell that she still love him very much cause when she and I were walking around TM and CS, I noticed that she was looking for him..Yup..I observant right?Haha..Aiya..Juz that I know that she has an affection for him..cause everytime she will mention to me..Well, I wanna help her though...So anyone have any suggestions on how to solve this?

What I feel is that...there are actually other guys who are much better..example: the one who typed this entry lor...haha...joking...hmm...definitely there are nicer guys de..But these nicer guys I've known of, they are very rare...Ya..so it's quite hard to really find a guy that can really take care of the girl..So...Gals out there, make sure you really find the right guy..if not,once married, dun regret once you've made the decision..

Worked like a dog today..

2008-04-16T22:01:00.003+08:00

My siing niang days were really over...And it only lasted for 2 days..Damn down sia..Now have to work like dog..First 2 days watch tv lah..watch too much then now my colleagues taking back at me..No lah..Haha..They are very nice people to me de..Just that today the whole day I was helping them out carrying stocks...

Cause our office will be shifting to Ubi!!Wah..everyday like very happening lor..I learnt so much these few days...And I tried out one of the company's products..It was a karaoke mic...Not an ordinary mic but a mic whereby u can store ur karaoke songs in it..Impressive man..Some more can display ur score after you sang..And guess wat?!My manager asked me to try it out..and I REALLY DID TRY IT!!I sang in the OFFICE!!!Even my CEO was at his desk lor..I dun care..I just sang..I love singing mah...So dun care...Best of all...I sang not even half of the song,' Remember Me This Way' from the movie Casper, I scored 76!!!Impressive eh?!Haha...

Then after testing the mic, the whole afternoon was shifting, arranging, packing and moving all the company's stuffs..Actually can knock off work at 6pm ...then everything dragged till 7 plus...Lucky I wore a t-shirt today..Or else I'll get heatstroke by then lo..Very hot lor..

2nd day for attachment and a special night spent..

2008-04-15T23:27:00.009+08:00

Boring and awesome today man!!I tot I was gonna get bored to death cause my job really can make me sleep...I fell asleep quite a number of time but no one noticed..Once again, I got the slackest job of all..You may think that I have the most siing niang job juz because I get to watch TV programmes BUT!!It does not mean that it's interesting..It's not lor..It's interesting and fun if I get to see programmes that I like but for today's tv programmes, all can make me fall asleep..

HOWEVER!!!Why today was awesome because I was brought out on an "excursion". I was with my general manager and my sales manager..Can say that we're getting to know each other better le lah..get to talk more today..(yesterday first day mah..so shy to speak up..I may be guy hor..but there are times whereby need to be shy one hor..like that then can display some of my feminine side of me mah..lol..I'm joking..not gay hor..) I was brought to SIA (Singapore Airlines)!!We're there to plug in all the play sets...but most importantly, it's not about doing our jobs well..The main purpose of us, 3 guys is to..............SEE THE AIR STEWARDESS， in chinese , 空姐!!LOL!!

My sales manager was like saying, " 你知道我们来这里的目的是什么吗？” I have no answer to that question but I expected what he was about to say..“来看美女 lor。。”Then another time was when there was this pretty air stewardess looking curious and asked，" Are you using the room?". I replied a no and my GM and I pushed the trolley of our company's products out of the training room and she entered..Then I was saying, "Wah..我们给一个空姐赶出来 lei...” He replied, "You don't feel honoured to get chased out by a 空姐 meh..?"

Diaoz...（ “。！）

So fun lor..Get to go to SIA Changi Airport Terminal 3 and especially into the main office of the Airport's new terminal 3. I have some pics below of how T3 looks like...Think Ee Xuan will like one of the shops at T3..The Perfume and Cosmetics Shop!Lol!!It's a pink shop lor..very nice decor of the shop..Sure will attract alot of female customers..

Ok, second part of the day which is after work. It's been quite a while of asking Ee Xuan out for a dinner...Finally tonight we got to meet up for dinner...It was so fun lor..I didn't know Ee Xuan would share with me so much about her 'YE MAN! Stories' ..Haha..That's what she calls it...I believe it was a good start cause it was our first time meeting up for a dinner..Ya..We met at Tampines mrt station and Ee Xuan suggested going AJISEN Japanese Restaurant...It was my first time there...The noodle was so nice lor..I've never tried noodles that were so Q before.. I strongly recommend you guys who are reading this, go and try their food!It's really nice..!

Ok..so during dinner, we chatted all the way..She's the one sharing and I was the one listening....Wah..Really pei fu that there are so many interesting lifestories of hers that she shared with me.. I felt like as if I'm a boring guy..-no life...Lol..So basically, after dinner, we just kept talking and talking and talking..all the way sia...Unbelievable!As we talked, I accompanied her to shops where girls would usually enter...lol..which are the clothing and accessories shops..Then because I guy mah..Know nothing much about girls' stuff then have to 请求 Ee Xuan to teach me what are the comestics used for...ask her why this why that..ask her what she prefer..I was also somehow asking her of her opinions about certain fashion stuffs...Sort of like doing a short-survey to find out more about teenage girls' market...cause I wanna set up my scarf business mah..

Next, it was probably past 9pm..most of the shops in TM were closing..so we decided to head home..Then as a gentleman..it is right to send a girl home mah..dun wanna leave a bad impression to her mah..No lah..Not about bad impression lah..just that I'm really a gentleman lor..I dun let girl go home alone by herself..Anyway, before sending her home, there was still time so we just continued chatting lor..We bought ourselves each a 泡泡茶..hers was Almond milktea..Mine was Blue Coral milktea...wah..thanks to Ee Xuan for being observant...cause the lady almost gave me a grape milk tea instead of Blue Coral...(if not I wun get the anti-biotic medicine taste le..Blue Coral taste like that lor...and I like it.... =) Dun say I'm weird..well..everyone has their own likes mah..)

So we continued talking..shared lots and lots of stuffs...until we had enough of our Bubble Teas..Then it was time to head home..Bid farewell to her when I sent her to her block's lift...

Sad thing is we did not get to take pictures together..But nevermind..all these memories are meant to be kept in our hearts and not on photos..Haha...Ok..till the next time we meet up for pool or movie! Till that day then!

First Day for Attachment...

2008-04-14T19:59:00.004+08:00

Reflecting...

Woke up very early in the morning to prepare myself for attachment. Actually I do not have to wake up early de..but just because I do not know where is the company, so planned to set off early in case I can't find the company. Ok..When I first arrived to the building..Man..Three words came to my mind - "OH MY GOD!!??"

Yup..no joke...My pics can prove it to you...The whole building is like so torn down..The ground level was like so dirty LOR..Then the lift..ok..thank God there's no pee in it...But it's worst than the amount of space for a toliet cubicle..So small lor..I think 4 people inside can suffocate to death liao..

I managed to get there before 9am (the time I'm supposed to report), then I was like one blur-cock go to and fro to the front door, then the back door and again....It was until when I decided to open one of the doors, then saw a huge load of cardboxes/product stocks.. and the store keeper approached me and told me that the rest of his colleagues have not reported..so asked me to go canteen for some snacks first..But the thing is.....where the hell is the canteen whereby today is my first day?!Lol...!The guy only know how to point..and guess wat? I managed to find the canteen despite that the guy did not point in the correct direction for me...lol..

Ok..I was saying that the building was so run-down but upon entering the office, man...It was so different from what was outside..Inside was with air-con..a big plasma tv and of course the small work area just nice for everyone..But the work assigned to me can actually bored me to death...I was assigned to make use of the user guide and go through for once to see if I, pretending as a customer, will I be able to troubleshoot it myself...It turns out that the user guide was indeed useful and simple to understand.. After lunch came back and continued the user guide...Haha..can say that I have the slackest job for the day...because the product that I'm testing out is actually a channel receiver of high definition..then basically,I have to scan for the channels...so like for example Channel 5, Channel 8 and EVEN TVmobile!

TVmobile really made my day to be lively..Cause I happened to watch Back to the 70s tv drama by Gumit Singh..So..while I was doing a channel scan, I actually watched the whole episode!!Man..shiok lah..Then the others were like busy with their work lor..After that, I was assigned to do some file tranfer to 12 hardisks!!Man..One transfer would take me 8 mins...let's calculate for 12 hardisks, 12 X 8 = 96mins = 1hr 36mins...Wow!I can actually count how much of my time is being wasted...Think they'll be jealous of me..and they probably might give me more work to do tmr..since I'm so relaxed today..Next week need to sweat like pig liao..Cause my manager told me that next week have stocks need to transport..Kaoz...Looks like my xiing niang days are gonna be over.. Better hope for tmr..

Kaoz.. Wah Kaoz... Wah lau... So many stocks?! Nothing's there......But getting the creeps despite that it's early in the morning.... The Haunted Lift AHHH!!!GHOST!!!!IT'S OPENING BY ITSELF!!! Kaoz...This is smaller than a toliet cubicle... Die...I'm gonna die here...I dun wanna die argh......!!! Alamak!Which floor am I at now?!Dun bring me to the 8th dimension lei... Wait....and wait....and wait... So high lor..Now getting phobia Ok...This is more like it....Got air-con...Plasma TV.... Snazio!The company's product *Gong* Wah...Hardworking sia..
Haha...I know how to spend my time wisely..Instead of just looking at the transfer rate..Might as well grab someone else's book and read...Just happened its my favourite Russel Lee Singapore Ghost Stories...(Why that person left it there ar?Oh my..Scarly the place that I'm working in now hor..maybe there's an entry mentioning on my company...KAOZ..I'm really going to die...!!DUN WANT!!)

My Birthday!

2008-04-12T23:42:00.002+08:00

It was my birthday yesterday..11th April! Before you continue to read what's below..I would like to thank people who have wished me Happy Birthday and also to the many who have celebrated with me!

I had fun last night! Especially with Felicia, Xin Ni, Juliet, Sandy, Yi Da, Kenny, Eric, Rui Qi, Mao Shan and Wai lreng at Party World last night! I did not expect that they will be so ON in organising karaoke at Party World..Thanks to Felicia..told her that I want to sing.

It was impromptu. Felicia asked me to meet her after her work at Paragon Party World. However, we did not go there. Instead, Felicia and I went all round town in search of karaoke room..LOL!

It was a Friday so I believe many people do not have to work on the weekends, so they probably take Friday night to enjoy themselves to some entertainment at karaokes or movies. So because of this, many of the karaoke rooms were fully booked..ya..that's what happened at Paragon Party World. Then we went to Cuppage (a place where I went there for the first time, there also have Party-World). Same thing, no vacany for a group of 11 people. But it was lucky that the manager contacted another outlet situated at Lido and there was a room just nice for us. We made a reservation first then made our way there. So can you imagine walking from SOMERSET --> DOUBY GHOUT then DOUBY GHOUT -->SOMERSET --> ORCHARD...walking to and fro. It was like as if having an expedition. It was fun lah..I wasn't unhappy about it..Well, got to chat with Felicia along the way. Felicia really went all out just for it to happen. Really thank her for that because she is my UL mah..LOL..We were perspiring lor..after the long walk.

Ok...then it was kinda weird as in we booked a room so big but just Felicia and I were there..The room looked so empty lah..It was then that Wai Lreng, Yi Da, Mao Shan and Rui Qi came in after awhile..Ok..then things started to get alittle surprising..We sang and I noticed that Wai Lreng really sang superb nice!!Not tee-uping him man...It's really true!!Wah..I think there's alot I have to learn from him about singing...Must target myself to reach his standard..Besides him, everyone sang very well too! I was very impressed by everyone's vocal..Everyone can sing man..!

Then after an hour or so, Sandy, Eric and Kenny came and joined us. We sang...until when Rui Qi started talking to me...(I wasn't expecting anything) she just wanted to lure my attention while the rest went out to bring in the birthday cake. Indeed, I was very surprised!

After making my wishes and blowing the candles, I can't believe that I was asked to pick up all the candles just by using my mouth, no HANDS! Man..! But the main motive of them is not really on picking up the candles, but slamming my face onto the cake....And yes..............they did! It was my first time being smashed onto a cake...It was really fun man!!Everytime I thought that Birthday cakes are meant to be eaten but this time...it's meant for SMASHING!!Hahaha!!I have never experienced that before, it was my first time!!

We "ton-ed" the whole night at Party World and later at Macdonalds until the train service started.

I believe everyone had alot of fun..though we're tired but we had a wonderful time together..Once again, thanks for making a small wish of mine come true to have a karaoke session with everyone at EM. God bless you guys and girls! =)

Love

2008-04-07T00:25:00.004+08:00

What is love? Actually, I myself can't define what love is. Basically, I feel that to love others, you have to start off by loving yourself first.

How do you love yourself? Do you keep yourself clean at all times by making sure you bathe everyday?Do you feel that you're good-looking when you face the mirror or do you think that you're ugly?Take for an example, who is the first person you'll look at when you're seeing a group photo having you in it?(ok..you'll probably look at the guy or the gal whom you like lah..if he or she is in the pic but usually, you'll look at yourself to see if you appeared pleasant in the photo, right?) Another thing is, will you tatoo yourself? Tatooing may seem to be decorating yourself but I would not want to do that. Cause, don't you think that God has given you a natural beauty and why would you want to spoil His creation?

Secondly, love your family. How to love your family members? Do you spend time communicating with them? Share your thoughts and give support to them. Your parents have spent years, taking care of you so shouldn't you take care of them in return?It's just some simple thoughts of calling them,asking them if they had their dinners,if not, offer to buy food back for them. Sometimes when they've fallen ill, be there for them, say what you mean to them and mean what you say to them. It would be best to say "I Love You" to your family members but how many of you do that? I can say that there are some who will but do you mean it from your heart or are you just telling them you love them for the sake of letting them know? I know some said it from the heart. ..so I'm not saying that you're wrong. However, there are some who are shy to say "I Love You" to their parents..(actually I belong to this group of people..) But!!It does not mean that you don't love them. It's just that you do not know how to express the love you have for them in words...ya..Haha..Well, for me, I just feel that just by doing any little and simple things with a kindred spirit, it will instil the love from you to your love ones..

Thirdly, after doing the 2 things that I've mentioned earlier which is to love yourself and your family, it is only then that you can love others..How can you say that you love your girlfriend/boyfriend if you do not know how to love yourself and your family members? You are the closest to your family members...so the love for them should be more than you loving your boyfriend/girlfriend..

Another point I would like to make would be that...You must dare to love. If she is the one for you, just tell her. If you like him, tell him. If not, he or she will never ever know...And when you regret, it's too late for you even if you were to cry.

Basically,this is what I feel about love. How about you? =)

Reason why I could not sleep last night

2008-04-04T00:32:00.002+08:00

I went for a jog with Eric and Adriel just yesterday evening. And being a workaholic and not having a regular exercise daily, it would just take me 2 rounds of the neighbourhood running track to exhaust myself. Yesterday after the run, I was really tired. I went to bed early but still, I just could not fall asleep..Was I thinking of a girl? Yes I was but it was not that factor that made me stay awake. Till that point of time, I do not know the answer to that. Until...it was then that I found out.

Knowing that I can't fall asleep, I decided to go online and find a few friends for a chat. Turned out that the girl I was thinking of, appears to be online..so ya..chatted with her and also helped her get some songs that she wanted. Well, after that she had to go off but I stayed on cause despite how lethargic I am, I still can't get myself to bed..

It was probably 2am which is past midnight, I know that I have work for the day so had to sleep no matter what. So I logged out from msn messenger, close my windows and my media player and just as I click on the shut down icon, my dad walked out of his room and approached me helplessly...I was shocked..I didn't know what happened until I saw him pressing hard on his abdominal area. It was then that I knew he had an extreme spiky gastric pain.My mom was awoken too..Except for my siblings. They were soundly asleep and did not know what was happening. Without much hesitation, I accompanied my dad to the hospital.

It was the Singapore General Hospital that we headed. The atmosphere surrounding the hospital was filled with tranquility (cause 2 am mah...where got many people) There were a number of patients but there weren't many like as if when it's broad daylight. Ya..and once we reached the hospital and after having the adminstration done, within minutes that my dad was consulted by a doctor. That's so fast..! Unlike the usual waiting of 2 hours..So my dad went thru the consultation by himself and I was left waiting outside for him. And I totally did not know how long it will take..but most importantly, I prayed that my dad's gastric would have stopped by then cause when I first saw his facial expression, it shown that he was very pale and very weak...My dad has always been very strong in the family but I did not expect that a gastric pain could just overcome him and made him so weak..

Why must there be illnesses in this world? Why do we have to suffer all these illnesses? Did we actually do something wrong that made us deserve it? Or was it God trying to let us know that whatever obstacles or difficulties it may be, we are able to overcome anything?

It was very cold in the hospital. I was with my t-shirt and shorts. It was freezing for me..I tried to sleep but it was really very cold. I could not sleep once again...I waited and waited. I observed the patients around me..Many thoughts came to my mind, I'm not sure if it was God who wants to enlighten me something...From the people I see, I saw patients who were weak and helpless, some were just lying on the bed waiting for their blood test reports. Then I came to ask myself, "If my love ones were to be ill, am I able to help them in times of need?" Sometimes I just feel that getting into a relationship, like for example girlfriend and boyfriend, is the love as strong as really taking good care of each other or is it just having fun times together by hanging out for dinners and entertainments..?What will the other party do when he or she finds out that his or her love one has fallen sick? Will the person just say drink more water and you'll be fine or would you take the initiative to take him or her to see a doctor and take really good care of him/her until he/she recovers? Does any teens know the true meaning of love back then before getting into a relationship? I doubt many do..Which to me, it just seem so saddening..They just had the misinterpretation of what love is truly about..

It was 6am that my dad's blood test was out, he fell asleep on a bed while waiting for the report. I stood beside his bed and I was assured that he was fine as I could see him resting peacefully. The report was out and his alright, we feared that it was heart-attack (cause my dad felt pain in his chest) or appendicitis. But thank God it was neither. After hearing the good news, I was so relieved. I saw the smile my dad gave and it assured me that he felt better then. We proceeded to the Pharmacy to collect my dad's medication..and after that, we headed home.

Upon reaching home, I was extremely exhausted, I could not think much and straight away I took off my glasses and climbed onto my double-decker bed and soon enough., I fell deeply asleep.

Come to think of it, it was so impossible to why I could not sleep last night despite how tired I am after my jog. I believe that it was God preparing me, He wants me to stay awake and accompany my dad during the time of pain that he was enduring. I thank God for having me being my dad's eldest son to be there to protect my dad during the entire journey. It used to be my dad accompanying me to medical clinics when I was sick but now it's me doing the same responsibility just like my dad did for me.

Getting back with my frens

2008-04-03T00:51:00.004+08:00

I took 2 days off. And during these days, I had a wonderful and meaningful time spent with my very true friends who have been with me all these while. I seemed to have neglected them due to work. Now I finally realise that it's no use working so much. Your boss is actually buying your time to work for him. So ya..I feel that I'm finally enlightened.. and I want to get out of this rat race that seems to me that everyone is in..

Ok,well, on the first day, Darius, Eric, Davian, Adriel and I went for steamboat for our dinner at somewhere further down from Bugis Junction. Man..I've not eaten alot for so long..Got squids, golden mushrooms, nuggets, 炸馒头( my favourite), crabs ..just ALOT lor..And basically, we just eat whatever we taken and we finished almost everything. While we were enjoying the meal, we shared alot of stuffs, mostly are our past days in school and also our current situtation like say what we've been doing etc..

After steamboat, Darius left home early and the rest of us went to Eric's house for some alcohol. Haha..I'm not a drinker but well, it helps in the blood circulation though..I did not drink much but I had some. Hee..I dun wanna get drunk that's the thing..but at the same time also thinking whether my liver will spoil anot..LOL..

What's interesting is that we started having some ghost stories...but before that, what I was impressed was that Adriel actually knew how to read the palms.And can you imagine everyone just stretches out our palms for him to see as soon as we knew he could..Man..thank god he did not charge us for the service..lol..No lah..kidding..Frens mah...where got charge money one..Haha..Whereas for ghost stories, we shared our experiences of being pressed down by something. Adriel said that it could be possible that a demon is sitting on us at that point of time. For my experience is that I could not move at all..I could not even make a sound. I tried to scream but just no sound came out from my mouth. I did not know what to do..I just try to scream out whatever I can..and at the same time, praying to God asking him to remove that "thing" away from me..God right away saved me and I could start moving..Cold sweat just went over my whole body and my hair were at their ends. It sure was scary..But some say that it was the body being too tired but the mind is working finely and some say that it's the continuous rotation of the eyeballs..Well, I dunno which is true but ya..it sure was scary and that was my first time, I wouldn't want a second one..lol!

Next was when we talked about De Javu..I believe everyone of us has experienced De Javu before. De Javu for some who do not know, it's like you actually seen this particular scene maybe in your dreams before and it happened to you in real life. I believe that it is actually the power of our minds that can allow us to foresee the future..but it's just that we are still incapable of enhance the hidden power of our brain..Eventually, there will be a day whereby such phenomenon will be uncovered. And Man will continue its evolution.

On the second day, Eric, Adriel and I went for a jog. Man! I used to be a cross-country runner and I won 1st prize in my school's Cross Country 5Km Run for the consecutive 2 years. However, when I tried running today, I was totally exhausted..Really cannot compare with my stamina last time. I used to be skinny k? Now everyone say that I'm fat..No lor..I'm not fat..I look fat to you is because you've seen me skinny in the past..right now, my size is average..Haha..But still, I think there's some weight coming on up in me if I do not start exercising..Man..What a tiring day after the run.

Oh ya..Actually told Ee Xuan that I'll be going City Hall for some shopping but found out that my friends were meeting for a jog so ya..I forget the idea of shopping, instead went to join my friends for an exercise. Yeah! Healthy Lifestyle..!

But tmr's back to work..Sianz... =(

After a haircut

2008-04-02T03:42:00.002+08:00

Woah..I'm not being superstitious but ever since I cut my hair, things did not really turn out fine for me. My colleague, an auntie, actually told me that the day that I had my haircut was an inauspicious timing cause during these days it's whereby people will go to the cemetry to 扫墓, so not really a good timing for a haircut. Well, I did not believe though but I just went for it during my lunch time while I was working. Haha..

When I came back from the haircut, everyone was very surprised. In the morning I had my long hair but when I got back from lunch, my hair totally changed. And that really attracted alot of the staffs' attentions. I believe especially the girls...Haha..I really like my hairstyle right now! It's so cool lah..! When I'm in office, everyone was like saying I look much better compared to my long-hair appearance. And I think I would want to go back to the same hairstylist for the next haircut...He's really good...Very experience. During the whole process of cutting my hair, the hairstylist was using this metal blade which has curve blades like teeth and he will grab my hair and slice my hair like as if peeling an apple. That was the first time I see a hairstylist using that "metal piece". Totally impressive!I would really hope that nobody would say that I look like a girl anymore..lah..this is the most important thing..Lol..!

Anyway, why I said that things did not turn out fine was that I had a few appointments with my friends but turned out that all the appointments were to be cancelled. Haiz..All those last minute changes just made me waste so much of my time. So to those who are reading this entry now, please utilise your time wisely and when you have already fixed a timing for an appointment, make sure you go according to it and not change like anyhow..Cause this would show that you are not good at managing your time not just for yourself but to others they can tell that you do not cherish your time.

However,overall of all these, there is still one appointment that is still under - pending..Haha..not really an appointment ba..Maybe just an outing with Ee Xuan...I waited for her reply whether if she's able to go out with me but looks like she slept. Well, nvm..maybe she's very tired for the day. I hope to see her reply the moment I wake up early in the morning..

Feeling real upset now

2008-03-17T22:33:00.003+08:00

Is it fate or wat? Always asking myself why am I in this situation and not like in somebody else's. Anyway, in this entry, I'm juz sharing with you about my family. My dad is the only one working full-time supporting the family. To be honest, he does not earn much for the family or should I say he does not earn enough. My mum stays at home the whole day as a housewife who nags about finance. Overall, I can tell you is that, I'm born in a really poor family. I believe that my parents treat my siblings and I as their source of churning incomes for them. To think about it, THEY JUST SIMPLY NEVER PLAN FOR THE FUTURE! I really hate the traditional ways. Think that when they've become 55 years old, they can get the money from their CPF..IT'S TOTALLY NOT ENOUGH LAH!!AND IT'S NOT A SAVINGS PLAN!

Those who are reading this, no matter if you are in the same situation as me, better than me or worse than me. I really wanna advise that you think about your future, plan for your future and NOT LET YOUR CHILDREN PLAN FOR YOU AND PROVIDE FOR YOU!! AND IF YOU INTEND TO HAVE CHILDREN,PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU ARE ABLE TO SUPPORT THEM AND NOT JUST HAVE IT AS YOU LIKE!! Guess the title of this should not be Feeling real upset now, instead, it should be Something that I'm mad about.

Furious.

I miss her..

2008-03-03T17:59:00.004+08:00

Group Photo (Alamak!Why got gap between she and I...?) Just the two of us!
Gift for her

Photo taken with Auntie Cat

These ladies are at 30% OFF!

While Stocks Last!

Are the Aunties crying?
Ok, 2 are going for 30% off and one is going for 20% off
Wah...so many DISCOUNTS sia!!

It's been 3 days since I last saw her. She must have been busy. Can anyone please tell me whether if I should continue to chase after her despite that she already has a boyfriend? Or is it too cruel to do so to break up both of them who are already in love? I'm in a dilemma right now. Need help badly.

She planned to get married at the age of 25. That leaves me 4 years to get myself to be successful in my career. Right now, I just feel that I'm inferior to her boyfriend. I do not know much about her boyfriend whether if he truely love her and cares for her. For me, I just feel that I can do almost anything for her and make her happy.

It's saddening to know that she's already attached and it is so late that I got to meet her. I do thank God for having her appear in my life but I do find that it's unfair that her boyfriend got to meet her first. Well, what's done is already done and it's happening. All I can do is to make my mark asap and I really do hope that a miracle could happen.

Her Smile

2008-02-26T22:17:00.003+08:00

Well, still the same, working once again. However, for this entry, despite that it's something about work,one thing interesting is that I met this girl, her name is Doris. Promoter of a Japanese biscuits company. The very first day when she came, she caught my attention. Eh..but I did not approach her straight away.

Well, for her, she has a neat set of teeth which is very white. Wat's more is that..the moment when she smiles, wah..can really melt ur heart. My heart was kinda melted though..haha..So on the first day, I did not approach her but I got to know her name. How lei? Haha..well..it happened that she was heading for lunch, as for me, I was 3 minutes before her. So it's like, we have to get through this staff entrance then we have to write our names down and the timing that we leave the selling floor, her name was juz above mine so got to found out her name lor..

I was hoping to talk to her that day but because I was working full shift, she actually left at 8pm. Aww..So missed the chance to break the ice with her. So I hoped for the next day that she'll come. But she did not, instead, her friend turned up. Her fren's name is Cindy. I only approach her when she was knocking off at 8pm. I went down the escalator and ya..talked to her. She was very sweet to chat with, the conversation was really short cause she was meeting her family for dinner so only chat until a certain distance but it was really nice chatting with her. Knew somethings about her too. It was her last day at work under the company, that was wat she told me. Glad to have met a fren like her.

On the third day, Doris came for work. It was in the morning 11am that she came, I was earlier than her cause I had to do some shelves cleaning. It was a Monday so there wasn't many customers or should I say, totally no customers who wants to buy anything at that hour. So I took up my courage and approach her. I prayed very hard that I will not frighten her...cause I'm a stranger to her mah..then somemore it's like walking from behind, towards her..cause my counter was behind hers, so she as a promoter, her back was facing me., dun wanna scare her.

The conversation with her was like on and off..Haha..why I say that was because I was talking to her and at the same time observing my counter to see if there will be any customers pop by, if so, I had to run back to serve them. Haha..Ya..run..cause the distance away from my counter to hers was quite a distance. I actually saw a pack of sweets that she was selling which attracted my attention and felt like trying it. So bought 2 packs and shared them with the aunties around my counter (aunties selling bedsheets too but from other companies). Then one funny thing is that the aunites when they tried the sweet, they found something within it which was unlike any other particular sweets sold in supermarkets. I actually asked Doris to come over and kinda ask her to promote her product to them. It was actually a melon seed in the sweet, that's why there was some crunchyness in it. Haha..

After knowing what was inside, the aunties actually made some jokes. Jokes that made Doris and I so Pai Seh lah...Especially me..!!I think my face almost went red. They were like asking if she has a boyfriend..asking so many things at one go..The aunties know that I'm single then shared it to her..They can be match-makers le lor..Wah the way they say was really fantastic, I was impressed. Cause after one auntie made her comment, the other made hers. It's like taking over one anothers' lines lor..Haha..But Doris replied that she already has a boyfriend, so she's attached..ya..so I guess can only be friends with her then. Well, if can't be together then frens would be better....But still, the aunties are really good in match-making!

Well, sad thing to know is that Doris' counter will be over on this coming Friday. Really feeling sad to not see her again after that at work. Someone whom I can chat freely with and from quite a far distance to approach her and talk to her, to keep her away from boredom cause she's alone and there wasn't really anyone talking to her. Maybe that was my purpose that God planned for me and to be fated to meet a fren like her. =)

Working for the whole month

2008-02-05T23:51:00.001+08:00

Man..I've been working for the past 3 days from 8am to 10.45pm. Seriously need to work sia..if not, no money to spend in the 'new year'. Haha..anyway, it's holidays for us as SP students so can focus on earning money at this point of time..I dun wanna rot at home doing nothing. Thought of exercising but no one to accompany and also not much time.

Today was so busy at work, it was like one customer after another. Then have to write memos, write until from neat wordings, later cursive and after that, scribbling..Haha..But at least can still decipher what was written when I went through them regarding the sales-of-the-day. Heard that on the 初三 of Chinese New Year, if got go work, the company will be paying $9 per hour!!Wow!On top of that, the shopping mall that I'm working in, will be giving all sales-personales an ang bao each when entering the staff entrance..LOL!!

Alright,that's for now..

My Past

2008-01-31T12:13:00.000+08:00

Well, since this blog is about my lifestory so should write something about my past.

I was borned on 0028h in Thomson Medical Centre. I weighted 2.98kg, my length was 51cm and my head circumference was 34cm. Compared to now..eh..dun think I'm that small anymore. Haha..

I grew up with my grandparents, parents, a year later with my sis and another 3 years later, my brother. Haha..I'm the eldest among my siblings. We stayed in a 3-room HDB estate. Imagine 7 people under one roof of a 3-room flat..It sure is squeezy. But it was after when we grown up, my grandparents moved to my Uncle's place. And that time, my siblings and I would be complained by the ones staying one level below us . We stay on the 11th level, their is on the 10th level. Reason why we always received complains from them was because in the evening, we would take out our "mini cars" and "drive" around the living room. Man! Can't believe it eh..?I'm not joking..serious..Our house is already small enough but we actually have the space to move about with those big toy cars that we can sit in them. Impressive eh?

Haha..But when we got those complains, the fun was asked to be stopped. Sad eh..?But this time, we were smart enough to use the corridor..Hahaha!But again, we got scoldings from those staying on the same level. Cause early in the morning, about 9am, we will take out our toy cars and drive all the way to the end of the whole corridor and all the way back, to and fro. It's like doing wake-up calls for the whole stretch of neighbours..Guess my vehicle was an ambulance..LOL!!Sure was fun..!

Tell you guys 2 secrets which I kept for all times, hardly share these with anyone. Well, this 1st secret of mine is that..I actually cried (cry in a way whereby it's everyday in school) from nursury, K1 and K2. For the whole of 3 years in Kindergarden, I cried throughout. Guess I kinda made myself famous in front of the teachers and the students..I even met the principal in the office..but that was when she asked of me to "visit" her. Haha..See..not many of you can be requested by the principal to come to her office except me..some dun even know who is the principal..Haha...!!

Why I was asked to see her was because she probably heard the teachers saying that I'm uncontrollable from stopping my tears..So she was like speaking nicely to me by asking me why I was crying all the time. Well, come to think of it now, I cried was because I missed my family..I do not know how to make frens so there wasn't anyone close to me. But that's OF COURSE, cause who would wanna be frens with a cry-baby..?!

I still recall about having my parents beside me during those days and still with my habit of crying..I was totally not with my classmates(I was with my parents, my classmates were doing some handicrafts), my parents and I would sit at the side of the classroom where the window panes were so rusty. I remembered there was once whereby my mom and dad took me out of the class to the nearby 'ma-ma shop' (the class was actually still having lesson) to buy toy guns for me to stop myself from crying. It did work! (But not for long) Cause the moment, they brought me back to the class, spent a few minutes until my crying stopped (cause concentrating on playing the toy guns), when they told me that they'll be leaving me..Again!I started crying!Haha..!!!Guess my parents would feel kinda "bieg chiek"(irritating..) Haha..But that was when I was in Kindergarden lah..Now seldom cry le..

2nd Secret
Primary 2, I met with an accident. Lucky it was a minor accident. But if I were to tell you that I was knocked down by a motocycle, would u think that it's minor?No right?Haha..but it really was a bike accident. Juz that why it was a minor case was because I was knocked down by the motorcycle coming out of the carpark, so the impact wasn't that much, I can recall myself rolling on the road (about 6 revolutions) after the knock but only suffered some scratches. I thought I would have died. Know wat?One funny thing was that I can get up so quickly and RAN all the way back home! It's like the motorcyclist can juz simply walk away from his responsibilities but he even scolded me for not ensuring that the road was safe enough to cross. Hey..come on..I'm juz a kid...

The place of accident was the roadway beside my neighbourhood library which is also beside my HDB. By the time, I reached home, I could feel my body having all the adrenalines produced almost went to shock state. My parents happened to be at home, maybe it was a Sunday. My dad did a check on me, found some slight cuts on my arms but it was very minor cuts. Later, he pulled my pants down and check the .................. Which was so embarrassing, my frens' moms were in the scene of the 'no-curtains-checkup'. Then my dad made the remark after the full body checkup, "Ok..at least ThErE is alright." Ya..at least tHeRe is alright but my heart at that time is not, I was flashed! So how can I be alright?!

As you guys have known, I stayed in a 3-room flat, so you should have guessed I'm not borned with a silver spoon. On top of that, my dad is the only sole-breadwinner. His salary wasn't really that much for the 7 mouths to be fully fed. This led me to recall about myself when I was in Primary 4. During primary 4, there was this popularity of boy bands like Backstreet Boys, Westlife, A1 and my favourite of all, N'sync! You may be asking why I mentioned that I'm not rich linking to this primary 4 boy band times..well, here's the thing, there were many songs that I liked from these bands. One of the songs,"It's Gonna Be Me" by N'sync, I love it so much but because I do not have the money to buy their cds, I would listen it from the radio and sometimes from the tv( you know those MTVs).But more from the radio.

I sleep on the upper deck of my double-decker bed. Then I would have a portable radio beside me..My sis sleeps on the lower deck. Because I dun have the money to buy the cd, so I would wait patiently for the song to be broadcast on the radio. Sometimes when I actually fell asleep but the song was played, I naturally wake up, listen to it and after hearing, go back to sleep..Haha..That's how I liked the song so much!But later got money so did not do something so foolish like that to actually waste so much of my sleeping time.

Alright,that's all for now.. I'm going to stop here for now. If there's time, I'll blog more interesting things that I experienced.

Gotta update my blog or else will grow fungi..

2008-01-29T18:31:00.000+08:00

Alright!3 papers down..1 last one to go! But regarding about the recent paper I took which was Maths, it was a killer. Zhi Hui, I'll be with u to forward that module..Well,anyway, it's over juz pray that a miracle will happen. Must pray everyday, go church, seek for forgiveness and must read the bible from first page to the last page making sure that we know when it was being published and who are the authors and publishers..haha...juz to cover up for our Maths paper..Come to think of it..it's really alot to do juz for that miracle to happen...Hope it will..

Well, I haven't been posting any entries ever since 18th Jan. Alright, juz to update you guys. I'm doing fine...juz that I have to manage my finance for now. Serious stuff to do now..No joke..It's really time for you guys to grow up and not sit down on ur comfortable chair and keep finding if there's any faults or typo errors that I might make in my blog every week..(Haha..Joking...But I dun think there's any errors so far ba...Haha..I got check one hor..) Time to think of your future, what you wanna be and do when you completed NS, for girls, after education...During the holidays maybe should pick up some courses and improve ourselves and not slack at home juz because it's holidays. Eventually, you'll find fungi on urself..if you simply do nothing.

Okay..haha..maybe I'm getting alittle too serious ba..Ok..well,something to share with you guys out there..I met a new fren..Juz got to know her few days ago..And I really do hope we can get along well as frens..Really do..You may ask how I got to know her but I'm not gonna tell...haha..but I may reveal it when our frenship gets stronger..Alright...That's all folks! Heez..!

18th January Drama Appreciation Gem Class

2008-01-19T00:24:00.001+08:00

Characters from the left to the right:

Hui Min - Kim Leng - Eleen - Raymond - Leonard - Arziz - Me - Justin

Landlady - Tessie - Liz - Bert - Jerry - Crain - Officer 1 - Officer 2

From top left to right then bottom left to right:

Irene doing for lightings

Felicia our costume designer

Yu Ping assisant director

Cherrie sound manager

Pearle stage manager

Ying Zheng our director

It's finally over. Our practises have not gone down the drain rather, they're paid off! Man..Our whole crew had done our best and we felt great about it! But the most saddening thing is when would be the next time that we will meet and act again...?Gonna miss you guys of all the fun.

As for myself, I enjoyed the whole process. Acting wasn't that easy neither was it that difficult. Most importantly, what I felt about acting is that you have to be fully focus in the character that you are playing. Secondly,it would be to make sure that you have memorised your script thoroughly. Thirdly, practise and practise, cause practise makes PERFECT! Yeah!

I would like to thank my group members for the hardwork everyone had put effort into. I hope to get a video of our play so that I can post it here..Haha..for everyone to see..

August Rush

2008-01-13T15:01:00.000+08:00

Once again, another recommended movie to watch. Be sure to watch this from the start to the end.

August Rush received the Heartland Truely Picture Award, denoting it as a film that "can move you to laughter, to tears, to make a difference and offers heartfelt visions of life that are as hopeful as they are entertaining.

August Rush is a 2007 movie directed by Kirsten Sheridan and written by Nick Castle, James V.Hart, Kirsten Sheridan and Paul Castro, and produced by Richard Barton Lewis.

Evan Taylor, a 12 years old boy, who can hear music everywhere around him. He was brought up in an orphanage with no contact with his parents but he could "hear" them. A child prodigy in music. His parents were separated but they yearned to be together. Evan's mother, Lyla Novacek, is a famous concert cellist, and Louis Connelly, Evan's father, is an Irish guitarist and lead singer from a rock band.

Evan's mother thought that she had lost her child during a car accident but was covered up by her father. Lyla was told about the truth when her father revealed it to her on his deathbed. She searched everywhere hopefully that she could find her son. And at the same time, Louis was looking for Lyla.

During the period when Lyla and Louis were separated, Evan was at the orphanage, Evan meets a counselor, who gives a name card to him, introducing himself as a New York child service department member. However, Evan lost the card and wandered around until he met a guitarist, Authur. Evan followed Arthur and falls in with a group of street kids, all musicians of some kind, who are being cared for by "Wizard".

Wizard is a busker who sees the children as "investments". Evan gets access to a guitar and begins to play music for the first time. He turns out to be a child prodigy, and while in search of a better name, Wizard gives him the name August Rush, both as an alias and a stage name after seeing a commercial on a random truck driving by.

Meanwhile, Evan's friend in the social services is seeking him. He becomes suspicious of Wizard and has the police follow him. They raid the condemned theater in which Wizard and the kids live. Having run away, Evan hears a choir singing in a church and meets a little girl who sings in the choir. She teaches him how to read and write music, and he begins to play the pipe organ with consummate skill. The pastor of the church has Evan enrolled in Juilliard, where he does brilliantly, eventually writing a magnificent piece called "August's Rhapsody".

A concert was held in New York City's Central Park with the New York Philharmonic. By coincidence, Lyla Novacek was there to perform too! The melodic tunes sounded across the whole crowd when Evan's composition,"August's Rhapsody", was played. The music captured the hearts of everyone. Louis and Lyla followed the music and coincidentally stood beside each other before the stage. Lyla was held by the hand of Louis in surprise. And as the piece ends, Evan turned around to the crowd and recognises the two of them.

The movie ends as it fades out of the concert at Central Park, with Evan saying in the background, "The music is all around us. All you have to do is listen."

12th January 2008 Talent Quest 2008 QuarterFinals

2008-01-12T20:01:00.000+08:00

Woa..What a day..I woke up at 8am and prepared myself for the quarter finals that is held at Bishan Junction 8. Meet my duet partner,Justin, for the final practice..Well, we're feeling quite nervous though..

But despite how much we practised, we both still feel that we might not get into the semi-finals because, 15% is based on voting..And erm..haha..other teams brought so many supporters..But for us, only 6 frens of ours came. It's ok though..but I would like to take this chance to thank Sharon ( Justin's fren whom I juz met), Jun Rong, Wei Qi, Daniel, Xiu Mei (my sis) and her fren. Ya..we did lost but won an experience. We will work harder next time..

The Invasion

2008-01-09T18:50:00.000+08:00

Gosh!! Electricfying thriller! The invasion produced by Joel Silver, the producer of Matrix Trilogy and even Swordfish. I strongly recommend you guys to watch this! You definitely enjoy every part of it. Something similar to I Am Legend but I believe this is even better. Starring Nicole Kidman and Daniel Craig.

The story started off by a space shuttle mysteriously crashes on Earth, and an extraterrestrial disease in the wreckage begins infecting human beings. A psychiatrist from Washington, D.C, Carol Bennell (Nicole Kidman), and her colleague Ben Driscoll (Daniel Craig) discover that once infected, a transformation which robs the victims of their humanity is triggered by hormones released during REM sleep. As the infection spreads, fewer people can be trusted. Fighting to stay awake, Carol looks for her son, who may hold the answer to stopping the invasion.

Man..!You've got to watch this! Strongly recommended!You can watch it at movie6.net .Enjoy!

A Corner Where Exams Are Around - Exams are round the corner

2008-01-06T23:23:00.000+08:00

Ok..Heard compliants that my blog is long-winded, so decided to at least give this a short one..Haha..I believe most of us, in SP, are probably feeling stressed about their coming exams, so am I. But juz before the exam week, we're already stressed by the many assignments that we need to hand up for this week. I wish everyone to take good care of yourselves. Don't be stressed so much about it. Take it slowly..But of course complete on time. Work out your schedule. Eat fast, bathe fast, shit fast, do our homework fast then like that we can fully utilise our time. And if u agree with what I've juz mentioned, then may I ask, why are u wasting ur time reading this?You should be using this time to revise your work?Don't tell me you've already done so..Unless you telling me you can get full marks for all the modules.Haha..Anyway, to all, best of luck! And God bless everyone for the coming exams. SP means Sure-Pass! =)

1st of January The Start Of The New Year 2008

2008-01-01T07:13:00.000+08:00

Hi there everyone! Happy new year to all of you! I'm feeling so good today after a wonderful time spent with friends that I have not met for a long time. The first meeting was with my primary schoolmates..although they're not in my classmates but schoolmates, I still recognise them so did they remember me..I was surprised that it's been like 5 years after primary school that we finally met again. I dunno who to thank..maybe the organiser of the meeting..if not, it must be God who made these all happen.

We met at Cosy Bay which was at Kallang juz beside the Kallang Indoor Stadium. We thought that it might be awkward for us to actually meet primary schoolmates who are not our classmates and so were some friends of their polies (polytechnics). However, it turns out well when we joked towards one another making the situation less tense..Everyone was very friendly..We sat down on our chairs but having no orders on our table!Hahaha..so Pai Seh lah.. Not even a drink except for Eric's primary school classmate who was also mine, Carmen, she was the only one with a drink. Then we were awaiting for the countdown.

When the second-hand of the clock finally stroke 12am, everyone gave their best wishes with handshakes and hugs. Well, we did not manage to see the fireworks but the main thing is that we get to make new friends. It was after the countdown, knowing that we did not order anything, we juz left quietly..haha..hope that nobody noticed..and we headed Geylang for supper.

After supper, we at first wanna make our way to somewhere whereby we can rest and chat but my group of friends and I walked in a slower pace than the others and in the end, we found out that they actually got tired and decided to head home. But as for us, we headed Macdonalds which was somewhere near Wee Ping and my area..We sat and chat until when Sze Kai and Claire came along.

Man..It's been a very very long time since I last saw Sze Kai..The moment when he stepped into Macdonalds, I couldn't recognise him..neither could he recognise me..Lol!But when we finally found out who we are, we found out that we've changed over the years. Whereas for Claire, she's still the same..maybe grown much prettier..Her eyes were still as beautiful as before. Anyway, the rest juz went off home whereas I stayed behind as I wasn't really feeling tired. And three of us juz sat there for hours chatting about our past memories. It was hilarious when Claire feels that I'm not her classmate and sometimes I thought that Claire wasn't at the scene when I was sharing something in the past which I thought she was. Guess our memories are not really that good..Haha..Whereas for Sze Kai...still about the same as before...to me, he's still a very funny person who can crack jokes anytime. Haha..I was laughing away! Then it was like past 6am that we finally bid goodbye to each other..

Man...Hours were really spent worthwhile during the night. I did confess somethings that I did that hurt someone in the past..Kept it in my heart,felt guilty about it and decided to open my mind and share with them...I was glad that I managed to bring my thoughts out to them or else it'll be juz there in my heart and of course, I wouldn't want to live the start of the new year, still having a guilt in me. And for now, I shall wanna thank everyone that came on that day and made the day a beautiful start of year 2008!

Day after Christmas

2007-12-28T04:10:00.001+08:00

4.10am now..and I'm trying my best to write an entry for today despite that I'm very tired. Well, today I woke up early for school cause I had to rehearse for my drama play. I thought that I was late as I was supposed to reach there by 10am. Indeed I was but when I got into the class, I was the 5th person who came. Man..haha..should have took my time. Anyway, got there at 10.30am and turns out to be the 5th earliest.

After the rehearsal, I had to go off early. Yeah..again, for work as for those who know me well enough. So work today was slack, there wasn't really much business as it was past Christmas. The shoppers began to decrease and so did our sales. For the whole afternoon till late evening, my colleague and I were chatting away. We were actually making time fly past quickly and also at the same time, waiting impatiently for the stocks to come in. Woah..at least this time, the stocks that came in were as many as before but this time, I was able to find the price tags effortlessly as I had them categorized before the stocks came. Haha..smart right..So straight away when the stocks came, I started unpacking them and sticking onto them with the price tags. Once again, like I've said it was as many as before and the main thing is that the shopping mall is about to close, it was impossible to finish everything by then. So what we decided was that we'll do it tomorrow. Ok..so we left at 9.40pm.

I ran off after saying goodbye to my colleague, rushing my way to meet my ex-colleagues. My previous boss actually invited my sis and I (ex-employees of his) to a Christmas celebration at Marina Square K-Box despite that we're not in the company anymore. Ya, so all the way from Tampines, I head to City Hall and to Marina Square K-Box. Man! It was crowded with my frens ( not colleagues anymore..haha..) and the room was so big, there was a pool table and the karaoke songs are projected onto a gigantic screen. Awesome! I had fun there..I thought that no one's gonna welcome me..but I was wrong. Everyone's faces were put up with joys of smiles. It's been quite awhile since I last saw them. It was great when we sang together. Especially when I sang with Ah Rong who I think he's my best singing partner in the room. Surprised I was when after a few moments while I almost finishing a song. My previous boss came! I did not expect him to come and to add on, he was totally different compared to him when he's at work. I believed that he enjoyed himself singing tonight and had fun. He was HIGH! Haha!! I didn't know he could sing that well too..Impressive! Anyway, after that, everybody stopped singing, they only want to hear me sing. In the end, I was like singing more than 15 songs without anyone fighting over with me for the mic. Man..Haha..then Shirley, Hui Jie and their frens were like asking me to sign autographs for them, 合照 with them and wanna get my latest album. They began treating me like their idol.

Man..But I do one day will want to be a singer and of course come out with my own album. Overall, I had fun at the so called "Christmas party", a chance for me to meet up with some ex-colleagues and also a worthwhile moment to spend with them!

Sick..

2007-12-23T10:00:00.001+08:00

I'm still feeling unwell now..Juz woke up to type this entry.But at least my fever has gone down.Ya..I had a fever last night and it was unbearable. My family members were all asleep. Doubt they know that I'm sick.

In the middle of the night, I took a hand towel, wet it, placed it on my forehead and slept without taking any panadols. Anyway, the reason why I fell sick was that it started 2 days ago while I was working, there was a whole lot of stocks that came in. So what my colleague and I did was to clean and wipe the packages of bedsheets. I'm not talking about 5 boxes of stocks. It was about 25 boxes!! One thing was that the delivery men actually came past 7pm. And BHG (the shopping mall), closes at 10.30pm. The stocks were so many that even when it's time to close, we still have not finish clearing the bedsheets out of the boxes. There were like 17 more boxes to be cleared. My colleague then told me that we can do it the next day. But guess wat? My colleague actually told me that she have something on in the morning so can only make it in the afternoon. And furthermore, I was to work full shift the next day. Man..She told me to come early to finish wat was not completed.Ok..as she's an elder, an auntie, I obeyed and went early the next day.

The next day, I got myself at BHG at about 9.45am. My mom thought that I was working at 1pm so she did not prepare breakfast for me. I actually went off to work with an empty stomach. It was then that I continued with the leftover boxes. Main thing is, I have to do it ALONE this time. One frustration was that I had to search high and low for the price tags. The price tags were placed in different plastic bags. It was the auntie who arranged it. Whereby I totally do not know how are they categorize..Anyway, I juz try my best to find the prices. Then when it's 2pm, the auntie came and the stocks were still not yet completed..Other brands' promoters came over and kept asking the same question, "Still unpacking ar?" Man..It was really alot of stocks lei..

Then like I've said why I fell sick because of this is that I had to find the price tags (which is the most time consuming), wipe and clean the packages of bedsheets, place them nicely on the shelves and do the same cycle over and over again. It was 5pm that I actually went for my dinner. So, I basically had an empty stomach since the moment I woke up until 5pm! No wonder I was having a headache and could feel that a fever was coming up.

When I came back from dinner, I still have to finish the last bit of stocks despite that I was feeling extremely weak. And finally, 6.30pm everything was finally done. It took us like a day's time to finish those stocks. Thank God that my colleague brought some panadols, I asked from her as my headache was totally unbearable. I totally do not have the energy to work having the pain up in my head. Without the panadols, I dun think I can maintain that long, I could have collapsed!

Ok..now, I still have a slight headache, hope it will not get worse. So now that you've read my this entry, I believe you will now be smart enough not to work or go out with an empty stomach unless you wanna end up in the same situation as me.

Going for a movie before Christmas

2007-12-21T00:30:00.000+08:00

Christmas is juz round the corner. A special event/day whereby Jesus was born on this day.It's His birthday! That's why we call for a celebration. A birthday celebration for Him. So I hope everyone still remember the real reason of celebrating Christmas..

Well, juz before this special day, I actually went for a movie with Hui Shan, schoolmate of mine, studying in the same course as me but different class. We went out as frens kinda awkward in the sense that it's juz me and her. Well, we started off chatting getting to know more about each other better. Haha..Guess I did not start well in the conversation..Kinda too random as I was asking her many questions of different topics..Well, juz doing my best to keep ourselves from being silent..and also from being awkward..

Anyway, it was better when we had dinner at Long John Silver. We chatted about our favourite lecturers and also lecturers that we dislike..Also, about her classmates whom I totally don't know their names. I'm quite surprised that she knew most of my classmates..Think she did a research on them..Lol..Nah..kidding..or maybe she did?

It was 20 minutes later when it was time for the movie. 7.10pm was the seating time. We got in late by a few minutes because there was a long queue for the popcorns and stuff but thank God the show have not started, it was still broadcasting some advertisement. We wouldn't wanna miss abit of the action pack movie. Oh..almost forgot to mention that the movie we watched was National Treasure The Book Of Secrets. Man!!It was fantastic! Most probably it's the best thriller this season! Totally awesome!

It was past 2 hours when the movie was finally over..We then decided to head home. While waiting for the train to arrive, we coincidentally met Chang Li, a secondary school friend of mine, on the platform. I did the introduction to both of them..(Like a middle man)..and juz as it ended, the trained came. Onboard the train, Chang Li and I chatted..so kinda feel that Hui Shan was being left out..sorry for that..cause his stop was juz 1 stop away so juz wanna catch up some things with him. And after Chang Li dropped off the train, Hui Shan and I made our ways to the empty seats and again we chatted.

I was surprised when half-way during our conversation, Hui Shan shared with me that she was from Chinese Orchestra when she was in Primary school. Cause it was same for me..I was in Chinese Orchestra in Primary 4 too..Then we chatted about the instruments that we used to play..and so on..it was interesting..

Without looking at the time on our watches..it was so soon that we finally reached Bugis all the way from Tampines..To me it was like 10 mins rather than the real time which is about 30 mins..Guess the conversation we had, made time fly quickly. I accompanied Hui Shan home, a 10 mins walk. And it was at her block that I bid goodbye to her. So did she. Ya..Like I've said earlier..Frens..So ya..not what you've been thinking on ur mind..Haha..But to summarise all, I really had a great time with Hui Shan catching a movie together..And hope she had a wonderful time with me too..*Except about being awkward towards each other..But I do believe in the future..we'll get along well even better! SmiLeS!

A choice I made - Not to be lazy

2007-12-14T23:59:00.001+08:00

Finally, it's holidays! But not really a holiday for my classmates and I though or should I say for SP students. This holidays seems to be the timeslot for us to prepare for our coming tests and of course, exams! Man..Really can feel the stress now. But I'm gonna pull through so will my classmates, we're gonna push ourselves this time, dun wanna end up doing FYP..LOL! Also, I'm kinda worried about who to spend my Christmas with. Reason is that I dun wanna celebrate this year's Christmas alone like last year's.

Well, last year actually worked instead of celebrating it. Man..Juz do not like the feeling of being left out. Really do hope that I can spend some time with my family or frens this time. Work seems to be the only thing that stopped me from having fun for the past 2 years. Ever since I started work after O'levels, I have not stopped working. Haiz..Think I'm looking old now despite that I'm still a teenager. I shan't let work take away my youth, I should treasure it this time. However, I can't possibly stop working as I have to work to earn money and pay for my singing lesson..my handphone bills..my insurance..my transport...I juz can't possibly stop working. Haiz..Life seemed tough for me now. But I do hope that in the future, I'll be fruitful from it.

I do envy those who are born with silver spoons, they do not have to work and could juz sit in front of their televisions watching their favourite drama series. However, I tell myself that I have the backbone and I will acheive what I intend to do. I've seen teenagers who are younger than me who are also in the same situation...I could feel how lethargic they are..but from what I see in them, I felt that they have strong determination in themselves and from them, I always remind myself that it is not juz me the only one suffering but also there are others who are juz like me. So since they are able to pull it through, why can't I? They are juz like me going to work after school juz to earn another few dollars, willing to sacrifice their time of watching television programmes to earn extra income for the family to lessen the burden of their families' sole-breadwinners. It is them that encouraged me to push on.

I'm getting tired at the same time though..really..I really am...Well, to end off this second entry of mine, juz wanna say that above all, this is the choice I made and not be lazy. Trusting that God will make a way for me.

My first entry to my blog

2007-12-06T13:32:00.000+08:00

Well, decided to name this as, My Life Story. I am going to write whatever that will be happening in my life. Also, towards the future, I can view this again to see how wonderful my life was being spent.

I once had this teacher who asked this question," What would you do when you're at the last three days of your life?" Everybody in the class did not know how to reply that. Some came up with interesting ideas such as doing something that you have never done before so that at the end of your life, you will not regret of not doing it. Whereas some came up with writing a will to tell their family members how he or she wants her wealth to be shared among them before they die, which I thought was not meaningful at all. After a few minutes of discussion, the teacher finally spoke and told us about his thoughts. He told us that if he were to know that he was to die in three days, he would take out all his photo albums and view every single pictures so that all these will be kept in him as memories.

As we all know that we came here into this world with phyiscally nothing and we will also leave this world physically nothing but we perhaps can have memories to bring along with us after death. Upon hearing what my teacher said, I felt very enlightened so were the rest of my classmates. The teacher left the class after making the amazing statement.

Until this day, I can never forget about it. I would love to share this with everyone whether if you're viewing my blog or anyone that I happen to see. And now, thinking back about this, how I wished that I could meet the teacher again to tell him that besides looking at the photo albums, in this 21st century, bloggings are also another source that can be similar to looking at photo albums.

So people out there, do make use of this and when you reached probably the age of 50, you would be surprised to see the amazing things you did in your life having so many events accumulated in your blog and even if it is your last day of your life, you will and I assure you that you will never regret every single seconds of your life!