Monday, March 17, 2008

Feeling real upset now

Is it fate or wat? Always asking myself why am I in this situation and not like in somebody else's. Anyway, in this entry, I'm juz sharing with you about my family. My dad is the only one working full-time supporting the family. To be honest, he does not earn much for the family or should I say he does not earn enough. My mum stays at home the whole day as a housewife who nags about finance. Overall, I can tell you is that, I'm born in a really poor family. I believe that my parents treat my siblings and I as their source of churning incomes for them. To think about it, THEY JUST SIMPLY NEVER PLAN FOR THE FUTURE! I really hate the traditional ways. Think that when they've become 55 years old, they can get the money from their CPF..IT'S TOTALLY NOT ENOUGH LAH!!AND IT'S NOT A SAVINGS PLAN!

Those who are reading this, no matter if you are in the same situation as me, better than me or worse than me. I really wanna advise that you think about your future, plan for your future and NOT LET YOUR CHILDREN PLAN FOR YOU AND PROVIDE FOR YOU!! AND IF YOU INTEND TO HAVE CHILDREN,PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU ARE ABLE TO SUPPORT THEM AND NOT JUST HAVE IT AS YOU LIKE!! Guess the title of this should not be Feeling real upset now, instead, it should be Something that I'm mad about.


Monday, March 3, 2008

I miss her..

Group Photo (Alamak!Why got gap between she and I...?) Just the two of us!
Gift for her
Photo taken with Auntie Cat

These ladies are at 30% OFF!
While Stocks Last!
Are the Aunties crying?
Ok, 2 are going for 30% off and one is going for 20% off many DISCOUNTS sia!!

It's been 3 days since I last saw her. She must have been busy. Can anyone please tell me whether if I should continue to chase after her despite that she already has a boyfriend? Or is it too cruel to do so to break up both of them who are already in love? I'm in a dilemma right now. Need help badly.

She planned to get married at the age of 25. That leaves me 4 years to get myself to be successful in my career. Right now, I just feel that I'm inferior to her boyfriend. I do not know much about her boyfriend whether if he truely love her and cares for her. For me, I just feel that I can do almost anything for her and make her happy.

It's saddening to know that she's already attached and it is so late that I got to meet her. I do thank God for having her appear in my life but I do find that it's unfair that her boyfriend got to meet her first. Well, what's done is already done and it's happening. All I can do is to make my mark asap and I really do hope that a miracle could happen.